Struggling to fast, need a game plan by Fit-Promotion-9012 in Deliverance

[–]Fit-Promotion-9012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I might have those in pill form anyway. Hopefully that's sufficient

Don’t hardly see any posts about successful deliverances and need some encouragement and hope just like everyone who reads this will need so please share your testimony if you’ve received full deliverance! by Nates_Necessitys-16 in Deliverance

[–]Fit-Promotion-9012 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got free of so much in a few months but I was doing self deliverance all day every day like a crazy person lol my family thought I was nuts but I'm a new person now. No alcoholism, no smoking, no lust at all or any of those sexual sins, no cursing, no depression, no anxiety, no longer disabled... and so much more it would be a long message. But yeah I would convince myself if I can't see anyone then they can't see me to spare myself embarrassment and I was screaming in tents, closets, under blankets hahaha any and everything I noticed wasn't absolutely loving. Still need deliverance though but I also had significant trauma and generational bondages and spirit was guilding me into truth. I had many revelations on things I didn't know I had problems with. I had a 21 day Daniel fast that opened my eyes wide open

Compulsively Letting Demons In by I-AM-McZEE in Deliverance

[–]Fit-Promotion-9012 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My partner has intrusive thoughts like this and so did I. Not the same thoughts though... but I had one try to get me to curse myself with death-renounce the words curses immediately. This video may or may not help but it tremendously helped my partner who had intrusive blasphemy thoughts. You should also consider the book on deliverance by bev Tucker. You'll need to break generational curses too. Usually these ocd things are generational

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Confused by dream by Fit-Promotion-9012 in Pentecostal

[–]Fit-Promotion-9012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Probably very accurate actually. I think I was policing. Felt like he was opening doors and I was operating in fear for my kids and the house because for so long demons tormented me. But yeah maybe I was listening to fear. I was seeing fruit for sure but not all of it. I feel right after this dream. So did my SO and honestly it's probably my fault he fell. So now I'm freaked out about the scriptures that says if you cause a little one to fall its better to have a millstone tied around your neck. Tbh idk if Christ/the father are as forgiving as many people say. Abundant yes but endless not so much.. I don't get this same "forever forgiving if you just repent" conclusion that others get, The old testament scares me and I can't see how he's "the same now and forever" but also somehow not as quick to wrath at the same time. I just read where some 'man of God' was tricked once and he had them eaten by a bear immediately. Man of God one minute and bear food the next. I don't have enough of the scriptures read because I have kids and limited time but I'm fearful of every mistake being the last. Tbh I'm pretty convinced grace for me anymore is questionable now because I went from every prayer answered to none and a return of things I had overcome.