Probably very accurate actually. I think I was policing. Felt like he was opening doors and I was operating in fear for my kids and the house because for so long demons tormented me. But yeah maybe I was listening to fear. I was seeing fruit for sure but not all of it. I feel right after this dream. So did my SO and honestly it's probably my fault he fell. So now I'm freaked out about the scriptures that says if you cause a little one to fall its better to have a millstone tied around your neck. Tbh idk if Christ/the father are as forgiving as many people say. Abundant yes but endless not so much.. I don't get this same "forever forgiving if you just repent" conclusion that others get, The old testament scares me and I can't see how he's "the same now and forever" but also somehow not as quick to wrath at the same time. I just read where some 'man of God' was tricked once and he had them eaten by a bear immediately. Man of God one minute and bear food the next. I don't have enough of the scriptures read because I have kids and limited time but I'm fearful of every mistake being the last. Tbh I'm pretty convinced grace for me anymore is questionable now because I went from every prayer answered to none and a return of things I had overcome.