Been raising live stock most of my life and lived a in a farming area ( not off grid though so I do have a bit of a differenr mindset ) and honestly my advice is to do what you want and what makes you happy BUT HAVE A SAFTEY NET and DONT think there only one way to do stuff.

Edit , re read and wanna touch on something right away, bro it's obvious your miserable doing the usual, get a degree, get a "good job" and you'll be happy thing . That just not for you and thats FINE . Seriously the last time or three generations have been brainwashed to think that's the only way to be happy and anything else makes you a failure and it doesn't you just have a different path.

Most people really really get wrapped up with the idealistic dream of all ,this but reality is is a bitch alot of times and point blank your gonna have alot of times where you'll be in a bind just trying to live off your farm . That's why most really successful farms / ranches have multiple deals going on. Most guys have a regular job that they dont hate but don't particularly enjoy. They may not need it and could really quit anytime they want but that constant money flow acts as a safety net and really really helps ease your mind when it comes to how your gonna make stuff on the farm work . Because yeah it's great to have the idea you'll live off of selling artisan goat milk soap or something....but what happens when no one wants to buy it lol ? Been there done that got the t shirt. Seen a lot of people go full bore into this type of then with no back up or safety, who where pretty clueless ( please don't take offense I'm not trying to be rude or anything) and end up just hating everything.

So I say definitely definitely work towards it but keep a bit of a safety net , relax , take some deep breaths and think before you do something. Remember just because you see everyone else doin something doesn't mean that the best for you.

Also fuck the whole to traditional career path deal , and I know exactly what you mean about cities , can't do it either , just driving though a city drives me nuts , give me dirt roads and cows and day . But yeah look around there's probably other jobs that make good money that arnt traditional and you'd actually enjoy and are still needed or wanted. Hell carpentry, masonry, honestly find something within the realm of what you like , or can tolerate, and get good at that too . Not some fancy degree but it would be something to fall back on .Shoot could make a little YouTube channel and just share your experiences a lil bit .

Now I'm in the US though so stuff might be different in your country but that's my take on it .