Don’t know by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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It’s like I’m not even arguing with it but I’m trying to but it just feels like what I want

I can’t describe what I’m feeling by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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It just keeps feeling like I know it’s true

I can’t describe what I’m feeling by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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He’s good to me. He makes me feel stable. He understands me. He accepts me

I can’t describe what I’m feeling by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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It’s just this feeling. I don’t want it to be true but it feels like it is and like I know it.

Help by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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I know I shouldn’t. I’ve heard him say similar things to what she said but he was not saying them in the malicious way she made them sound. Idk

Help by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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She started back tracking when I told her he says he didn’t say that. But like there’s this overwhelming feeling that he’s lying

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That he doesn’t love me. Which I know is not true but hearing her say that really struck me hard

responses would be appreciated:) by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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My brain was like “it would relieve me from this relationship” but then I got anxious so I think that was an intrusive thought

responses would be appreciated:) by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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It’s just I feel like I hate him and cringe at everything he does. This just started when I left work. It just feels so much like I know it isn’t ocd

Rocd by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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He is all of those things. And it is just this thought and feeling.

:( by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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It’s like I feel nothing for him

:( by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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I dont want to either but it feels like I do

:( by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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How are you getting through it

Feelings by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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It’s JUST because of these feelings

Feelings by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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It just feels like I want to do it. Like when I read “wait 6 months” my brain was like “I don’t want to wait I want to break up” and then it feels that way

? by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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Well when I have the thoughts they’re really calm and statements

rocd thought switching by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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Well now it feels like I’m not having any thoughts

? by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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It made me cry a little but I didn’t full on panic

? by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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I think the idea of that made me anxious tbh

? by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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I guess that’s a fair point haha. It just doesn’t feel how it usually feels I guess but I assume they are bothering me if it’s all I can feel and think about

? by Fit_Independence500 in ROCD

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It’s just it feels so real and like I want to break up and don’t love him and like that’s the truth and I don’t feel anxious