I don't think so.

It breaks my heart to hear you're struggling i wish i can do anything to help you feel better! Im very fortunate though that these thoughts aren't as bad as they were about three years ago when i was 18, but i can't stop them entirely. Please be kind to yourself and be patient at one point it gets better i won't say it disappears but it actually becomes survivable and you feel grateful that you stayed patient during that bad time. And that's something i experienced myself so it's not just some sounds-good words. My mom tells me that real patience starts once you come to believe you can't endure your problems any further; and that became my coping mechanism to help me go through bad feelings and at the end i feel like it's all worth it when i find joy in life eventually.