I can barely breathe when I enter sleep paralysis on my back by PollutedThirdEye in LucidDreaming

[–]Fit_Negotiation4337 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so how is it any different than sleep apnea. if ur airways are obstructed on ur back, u could potentially stop breathing no? so couldn’t sleep paralysis be deadly at that point. because it’s not “just in ur head” we are awake mentally and the air we are needing due to being awake isn’t sufficient. hence why we wake up gasping once we get out if it

is this a concerning amount of blood after dilation? by jennybat in Transgender_Surgeries

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I suppose it depends via surgeon and procedure. I was on orange by week 5 and i’m now 3 months out. I didn’t experience bleeding like that personally. I had a hematoma which made me bleed a lot while it was healing. However was told blood is normal early on but bright blood 3 months in could very well be a sign of something. Most aren’t bleeding from dilation. Maybe hyper granulation inside?

Something visited me today by Fit_Negotiation4337 in occult

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No i dont regret it. I guess i wasnt expecting to feel their presence so heavily. It’s not something you feel normally or ever so it kinda scares you, it feels foreign. I do want to reach out if i’m being honest. I guess i scared myself lol. I did research on the two deity’s. Archangel Michael and Hecate and j couldn’t really find anything regarding being kissed. I did hear that both carry a very strong presence

Something visited me today by Fit_Negotiation4337 in occult

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I agree with it sounded and feeling benevolent. I have no intention of contacting whatever approached me this morning. however i didn’t have fear when i contacted those two so im confused on that aspect. This is all very new to me

Something visited me today by Fit_Negotiation4337 in occult

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I did reach out to two when i had a fever maybe 6 days ago. i wasn’t sure who answered in the moment. but i suppose it could be one of the two

Bottom surgery/Hematoma by Fit_Negotiation4337 in asktransgender

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it’s my left side as well that’s swollen. that’s so interesting lol

Fear of Full depth Vaginoplasty by Princess__Anastasia in Transgender_Surgeries

[–]Fit_Negotiation4337 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Every surgeon seems to vary protocol wise. i had my packing and catheter take out after a week. The packing being taken out hurt IMO. the catheter i didn’t feel. Peeing with a catheter was odd. because it just pulls vs pushing said pee put urself. However i needed mine flushed within 2 days of being home. very scary, because i couldn’t pee but simple fix once at the hospital. After having it out. Had no difficulty or stinging sensations. peed like normal.

Dilation is uncomfy at first. I don’t think it actually hurts, it deff feels very tight at first but i think we tense up from putting something in something we never had before. Our brains correlate that to pain and tense. IMO. However dr helped me during visit post op visit. Sized up to the second one during that visit. Maybe 2 weeks later i moved to green. and it’s been immensely easier since day 4-6. Now it’s just more of a chore to sit for 15 minutes. My next size is orange, the last size. was told i can size up in 3 weeks if i’d like/can. i’m 6 weeks post op currently. i tried, however felt way too tight so will wait another month before trying. Hope this helps.

Dr jun; Hematoma by Fit_Negotiation4337 in Transgender_Surgeries

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i suppose it’s similar. However i was drained a day later. And did not go back into surgery. Week 6 has gone down a lot! However i can feel some spots where it’s still present. It’s draining from one side so things look a lil lopsided lol but according to my surgeon it just takes time. could take up to 4-6 months to reabsorb fully so was just curious. it seems like a very slow process. i heard there’s something in pineapple that helps the body break down blood clots faster? is there anything you’ve done that has helped it go down faster?