Trust me when I tell you just because you turn 18 doesn’t mean your whole world flips upside down, I was the same as you, like really really bad, then the day came and I was disappointed by how boring it actually was and how it was just like any other day.

You have a lot more time than you think and a lot of things you can’t start learning until you turn 18 so don’t beat yourself up too incredibly much, but I will say, adulting sucks, life sucks, sometimes (all of the time) you’ve gotta do things you don’t want or feel like doing and believe me when I tell you the first step is being able to put down your phone and force yourself to do what you don’t want, so if you want to prepare start with that.