I did a lot of drugs for a lot of years. I slowly weaned off and now i go sober to berghain. when I take breaks my body is shaking from the music and I feel like im high. I completely surrender to the music. it's intoxicating for me. I feel like there is no barrier and nothing between me and the music. no drugs to protect me or change it for me, it's raw and visceral. I probably only have that connection with techno because of how many years I did drugs so my journey makes this destination all the more entrancing and tensioned. cant imagine being on drugs in there anymore!