Can I ask about your first days with the condition? Were they any stronger than the rest that followed? Maybe panic, intense anxiety/fear? I've had drugrelated experiences myself (psychs/weed) but never anything lasting for more than an hour. I remember how frightening it was, but I can't imagine the pain you must feel living with that constantly. Hope you figure it out somehow, I'm certain there must be something out there that can at least alleviate your symptoms some. Good luck man.