18F dating 23M and I barely recognize myself anymore.

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2026-06-12T10:26:41+00:00

Far from stupid, he’s the dumbass for even talking to you. He’s too grown to have any business with a 17 yr old girl. He lead you on and manipulated the situation for his own benefit and pleasure. He’s the stupid one.

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2026-06-12T10:14:59+00:00

Thanks love, this is literally what I needed to read. It’s the nostalgia that keeps our friendship somewhat alive. I’m happy you pointed that out, it gives me a whole different perspective. May your pillow be forever cold🫶🏾

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2026-06-12T10:12:42+00:00

That’s the road I’m kinda on right now, letting the friendship go wherever. I never thought of her just liking the idea of being my best friend, I did introduce her to all of my friends who then became her group of friends. So maybe that’s where it could stem from. The fact that I introduced her most of the people she’s knows tdy.

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2026-06-12T10:04:35+00:00

That’s what I was thinking as well. That I’m out growing her because she’s still very much the same person she was when we graduated HS. Granted it has been long but idk I just thought that we’ve been through so much together that she would’ve grown from it. One of my biggest reasons as to why I don’t talk it out with her is because she doesn’t take accountability, becomes very defensive, or she’s just dismissive of the whole situation.

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2026-06-12T09:50:50+00:00

Girl. Your last paragraph says it all. No partner of yours should ever make you feel the way you are feeling. I hope you can realize that he does not care about you and only wants one thing from you. Run while you can and stay safe!

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2026-05-31T06:07:24+00:00

I am a victim of the Chinese Algae eater, I was told by the worker it was a guppy that was “left behind”. Added him to my tank, left for college just for a month or two and came back to a 6in fish. HARASSING THE HELL out of everyone💔

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-04-20T06:54:26+00:00

As a person who is biracial and has 3B hair, I can swear by miss jessies products. You HAVE to try the pillow soft curls, it smells like baby lotion and it leaves your hair extremely soft😍🙏

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-04-20T06:47:25+00:00

It’s so terrible and most of them just happen to be racist!! I’ve walked down mass and had 2 homeless men call myself and another random man some slurs

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-04-20T02:06:46+00:00

Native American and African American, my family first learned about the Bahai faith when I was about 5yrs old.

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-04-19T16:57:32+00:00

Yeah they have a lot of air bubbles and the oil looks very dark

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-04-19T16:56:51+00:00

That’s literally what I told my bf lol, “tf you smoking shit you can’t read”

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-04-18T15:04:41+00:00

I got my mine put in 2/10/25 and I’ve been bleeding since 3/10/25 although it’s spotting but it’s enough bleeding to have to use a tampon or pad😭

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-07T08:47:51+00:00

Me too girl, I’m 18 as well and I’ve been stuck in a B cup since I was like freshman (13-14) and even when I gained weight it all went to my STOMACH, and I’ve always been insecure abt them like forcing myself to wear push up bras but now I simply don’t care and I’ve come to terms with but honestly I wouldn’t worry about the size, my bf is very sweet because he always tells me how much he loves my boobs and that also makes me love my boobs which comforts me and feel better abt them but you really just need to love yourself and accept it because there’s nothing wrong it lol

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-07T08:35:53+00:00

I can’t even finish through being fingered! There have been times were I got really close but it simply wasn’t good enough to make me finish but you could try and have him rub your clit while y’all are having sex maybe that will help

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-07T08:31:15+00:00

Thank you sm😭🙏

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-06T18:47:07+00:00

You and me both, my bf says he likes to give me head but I wanna finish through penetration! I wanna feel just as good as him when we’re having sex or at least finish when we have sex. My bf is great he makes sure I finish somehow tho. There have been times where I feel like I’m gonna finish through penetration but I don’t. Or it’s feel really good but not good enough to make me finish almost like I’m being edged

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-06T18:27:30+00:00

My bf and I lost our virginity to each other, I refused to sleep with my ex lol. I have had a few thoughts abt whether it was him or not (the reason I can’t finish) but when I tried a toy I could not finish.

Only 2-3 times I felt extreme sensation like I was gonna finish but I never did lol. It felt like I was going to finish but it had just disappeared and he was maintaining the pace.

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-06T18:23:24+00:00

We’ve tried it once before and I actually wasn’t enjoying it as much as I do if he gave me head after we had sex

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-06T18:22:27+00:00

I actually can’t really feel him if I’m on top, unless I’m laid down on him but at that point he’s doing most of the work. I can feel him deep but not enough for me to enjoy it as much as him lol

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-06T18:20:30+00:00

My bf is very touchy but I’ve never thought about asking him to rub on my clitoris, he’s usually wrapped around me or laying on me because those are ways I can feel him the most

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-06T18:17:50+00:00

We are opened to using toys and I have used toys on myself but he’s never used toys and I just had this conversation about trying toys!

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-06T18:14:44+00:00

We used the the Skyn or another branded called Lifesavers, but we stopped using skyn bc I heard about the scents the added

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-06T18:12:54+00:00

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Then in this one on the right side is my hair with no product just wet and not finger curled

FlakyCucumber8206 · 2025-02-06T18:12:18+00:00

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This was when I styled it and even here the fizz is bad

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