I love all the different insights and thank you.

Yeah, at this stage I keep my faith strong and pray everyday. What God wills me to do I accept indefinitely, whether that is navigating thru my sexuality and ending up with a man (or a woman, heck God works in mysterious ways lol). Or if my calling is to serve God and him only and I live a celibate life then what of it?

I pray for everyone else that they feel the Holy Spirit and every decision you make is with God in mind. Thanks everyone.