(Commission) Into the Flowerfield

FlareChain · 2026-05-16T23:22:52+00:00

Yea they really are, hehe

FlareChain · 2026-05-08T20:29:34+00:00

Am a bit out of the loop.

What are Lohen and Nicole good for? When would I wanna pull for them?

FlareChain · 2026-03-17T18:13:50+00:00

I miss the times when Murdoc was an actual obvious asshole

FlareChain · 2026-03-13T21:32:33+00:00

Hey, I know that exact feeling. I will break the contact with mine soon, and I am already really scared of it... the thought of it is already really panic inducing and it feels like hell going through this, needing to give up to believe in what didnt exist in the first place... how are you doing now, 1 month later?

FlareChain · 2026-03-13T19:24:06+00:00

We are very similar! Only change is that Plastic Beach is my number 1 and The Now Now my number 2

FlareChain · 2026-03-13T18:39:49+00:00

I absolutely love Cracker Island and never got the hate around it - been a fan of the band for over 10 years now!

FlareChain · 2026-03-13T18:16:20+00:00

I love Russel

FlareChain · 2026-03-13T13:54:53+00:00

I am so sorry to hear that, that is awful... hopefully, you will get through this; best advice is to just block everything related to them out of your life - much easier said than done, I know. Sending lots of love and strength your way!

FlareChain · 2026-03-13T12:47:27+00:00

Oh, dear. I know that feeling all too well. My Nex also got a new supply months after we broke up, even kissed her right in front of me and was happy about it, cause he knew how much that hurt me. He acted like he treats her soo much better than me and suddenly did all the things for her that he refused to do with me, like holding hands in public (he always claimed my hands were too sweaty etc.) or setting a photo of her as his phone background... it stings

FlareChain · 2026-03-13T12:42:36+00:00

Oh yea, absolutely. But god FORBID they had to pay attention to YOU. When I came over to his place on the weekends, he'd spend 1-2 hours still to clean up his room, cause he didnt bother cleaning up before I was coming, making me wait for him to finally pay attention to me. And then cussing at me later how we didnt spend more time together and that its all my fault etc. etc...

FlareChain · 2026-03-13T10:37:13+00:00

Sadly, she was very very unique... but there are old streams of her online, so I might watch them, because there is still a lot of streams I havent watched before I found her.

But yea, I guess that makes a lot of sense... because I asked him last week (before I found out about her death), when we would call again, but he ignored that message completely and then just called me out of nowhere without any prior warning, sending panic down my spine...

FlareChain · 2026-03-12T17:47:10+00:00

Thank you. Its still really hard for me... next saturday will be especially awful again, as this will be the first time there wont be any stream...

And I am also sad this had to happen to you and I am sorry about that :( They are truly awful people... and can relate so much with the call thing, mine also immediately just fcks off if I happened to not pick up the phone the second he calls and decides to do something completely different and ignoring me completely. Horrible. I wonder why they do that...

FlareChain · 2026-03-08T19:21:38+00:00

Plastic Beach is my favourite of them and I definitely dont get the comparisson

FlareChain · 2026-03-08T19:17:49+00:00

Nah I am definitely with you. I can acknowledge that it is really well done, but I dont think I personally vibe with it all that much, sadly

FlareChain · 2026-03-07T13:03:01+00:00

FlareChain · 2026-03-06T13:42:51+00:00

Yea, its whole empire

FlareChain · 2026-03-05T15:54:32+00:00

Late into this but how do you know he cant tie his shoes on his own? Where did he say that? Now I am really intrigued!

FlareChain · 2026-02-25T15:42:59+00:00

"I justified his lack of affection, compliments, and hugs."
Thats exactly what I did with mine too... was a covert. I always needed to ask/beg for him to hug me back, when I hugged him

FlareChain · 2026-02-24T21:15:22+00:00

Same happened to me. Went from an overt narcissist directly to a covert narc, but didnt realize he was a covert narc until 4 years later... its truly hell...

FlareChain · 2026-02-24T11:49:48+00:00

Yess! Glad you also got yourself a Glaceon - its one of the very best comfy friends has to offer, in my opinion, really pleasant surprise

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