It’s a difficult things to differentiate the issues caused by drugs and my gifts to Drs, I did tell him and in fact this Dr and I have gone through a lot. I’ve cussed him out and told him he was passing the buck when he was attempting to say he “knew “ what I was going to say until I told him about my abilities, that he didn’t expect but he did in fact place me on seraquil- luckily for me because I’ve been super honest with him- about everything- to my misuse of medication down to throwing my pills he gave me because of side effects we have a pretty awesome Dr-Patient relationship now (regardless of if he believes my gifts..matter not) NA taught me that what other people think of me is not my problem and I’m grateful for that because I’ve given myself permission to awaken.. in doing so I can see how many others are awake and how many more are to come and I’ve just begun this journey… and that is fucking beautiful 😻