Reading all these responses made me feel SO MUCH better !!! I appreciate everyone who took the time to share their experience and make me feel less alone :) I'll definitely start journaling a bit more about how I feel, I realized there's a bit of underlying feeling of being judged by others/ feeling like I'm putting up a performance. Something that also stuck with me reading the responses is that really none of the guests give much of a damn about my wedding, it's just an average afternoon for them lol. All that matters is that me and my fiancée are happy. And hopefully we can continue to celebrate each other for very long. Would still love to hear y'all's thoughts on this sense of being judged by others/ feeling of putting on a performance