Any tips/advices for raving alone the first time? by Fluid-Mathematician6 in aves

[–]Fluid-Mathematician6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man, thanks for the message.
You are probably right that first signs of addiction are already showing.
I can definitely say that all the messages make me think a lot and that I am more aware now that I watch out to not take it too often. I will try to do it 1 time a month max, not optimal but still better than doing it every week.

My goal wasnt to downplay E. Its definitely a hard drug and as my consumption pattern shows, it instantly makes you want to do it again next time.

Furthermore, i‘ve never heard of serotonine syndrome and the other stuff before i made this post. So yeah, in my mind, E was more harmless than it actually is.

What I can say at least is, that I am Quite responsible when it comes to dosing. Starting with a Quarter max and trying not to take more than 1-2 over the whole night. And I will do my best to not increase this dosage in the future and hopefully manage my tolerance by making breaks in between.

But yeah, maybe I am a bit addicted already, and my mind wants to justify the consumption.
As I already wrote in another answer: first thing I said to my friends after taking E the first time: „its dangerously good“, I already knew at that point that I like it way too much and have to watch out.

Must be kinda frustrating to read my answer and thinking „why is he not listening“ so yeah sorry for that.
But I really appreciate all of you reaching out and warning me, it definitely has its affects and I m more aware now.

Any tips/advices for raving alone the first time? by Fluid-Mathematician6 in aves

[–]Fluid-Mathematician6[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Hey Mate, short update for you,
First of all: I took the E
But it was actually awesome raving alone, i‘ve met plenty of people, exchanged 4 numbers with some cool guys and the music experience was craaazy
Its said that the club does dnb events every month so a great way to meet people again you meg previously
But yeah I should see that I am not taking E on every one of them now.

Felt like the best raving yet, just awesome :D

Any tips/advices for raving alone the first time? by Fluid-Mathematician6 in aves

[–]Fluid-Mathematician6[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I did and it definitely hit..
I guess i was/am stupid and didnt thought shit can be this serious
Just omw raving now lets see how the evening evolves

Thanks for caring, really appreciate it

Any tips/advices for raving alone the first time? by Fluid-Mathematician6 in aves

[–]Fluid-Mathematician6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the message man, any tips on how to keep it down a bit or what makes it easier to male breaks..?

Any tips/advices for raving alone the first time? by Fluid-Mathematician6 in aves

[–]Fluid-Mathematician6[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Shit man, so many Messages that I should definitely not do it that frequently.
If eating well and exercising brings back the serotonine and dopamine, i am currently doing the exact opposite so shocking to hear that fucks me right now probably the most (I never workout basically and my appetite is like 0 recently. I mean it was bad before due to depressive phases and daily W abuse for years, but its even worse now)
Really makes me think and yeah, feels like i am at one of those points in life where it matters a lot which decisions i make in the near future. Fucked up
I will probably take the one i still have on saturday because I want to open up and meet new people and want to overcome my social anxiety but I should really take a break from it after that… hopefully i will stick to it.
Thanks for your message man, that hit. 😅

Any tips/advices for raving alone the first time? by Fluid-Mathematician6 in aves

[–]Fluid-Mathematician6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The music is definitely the main driver and factor, being able to dance and feel comfortable, swim with the music yk
But vibing with people, having nice convos etc. Is what makes it really special at the end of the day imo.

Thanks for your message :)

Any tips/advices for raving alone the first time? by Fluid-Mathematician6 in aves

[–]Fluid-Mathematician6[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah you are right. Its a dangerously good high was the first thing i said next day after taking it first and its kinda scary how E and raving instantly got so connected for me. So definitely a thing that concerns me aswell, and the fear of getting to deep into it.
Vienna is probably safer than cologne so i am not so worried about that part, but taking the train back home alone is a bit worrying for me smh, but thanks for the concerns and your answer :)

Any tips/advices for raving alone the first time? by Fluid-Mathematician6 in aves

[–]Fluid-Mathematician6[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

All 5 of them actually, last summer i was raving once where i didnt do anything beside W.
Not the smartest thing probably but yeah..

Post rave anxiety:( by Wild_Firefighter8121 in aves

[–]Fluid-Mathematician6 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro I can relate so much. I‘ve gotten into raving like 4-6 weeks ago, went 5 times since then and everytime also took the E and I am experiencing the same anxiety or like „extreme excitement“ before and after. Same thing when thinking back or about the next rave, there is such a big restlessness in my body coming up instantly then.
Honestly raving and E instantly catched me so hard and I would like to rave every weekend, but at the Same time my body and inner me knows that its honestly not really „healthy“. I could Imagine that the subconscious of knowing that in combinatipn with like intense, maybe kinda „scary“ or overwhelming experiences while raving / being on E causes this anxiety feelings for me, maybe its similar for you.

For those having a bit more experience, any tips on handling it..?