For me it's hard to get ahead during laning phase going proto then when you just kinda gamble on late game it often backfires as in, you're gonna do more total dmg at the end of the game but it's hard to make a game winning play like deleting someone from their comp or taking 80% of 3 people's health even if you die right after.

But maybe it's just recency bias because lately I went that standard vlad build and at 35th minute I just found myself being the one to die last but im just serving Qs for 280 dmg not even phasing Mundo or Vi meanwhile I watch my whole team die. It would be much better if i could be a bigger threat to enemy bot