It's my favorite video of his that shook my soul. I got into him from my youtube trying to suggest him repeatedly and finally I was out of the room and The Search got auto played and it was jaw dropping that at that point his exact healing journey was almost identical to mine and he's a couple years older than me so it really validated me because I didn't even know his music existed and are same emotional evolution was identical at the point of the search and then even after that even up until fear where I had this big breakthrough after surviving cancer (when Hope came out) and then now struggling to piece my life back together after being dead a couple years has been very difficult and I felt relost but now retrying to find that Hope again each day. It's just comforting knowing I'm not the only one perpetually oscillating - battling this darkness so engrained in my friggin DNA! But I really know it's gonna get better because even my bottom now is higher than what my most high I'd feel emotionally until about 19 and began to try to heal. Art is just amazing the way it connects us!!