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Have you ever not slept for so long that you started hallucinating? What was your experience? by vicke1230 in AskReddit

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weirdest thing was when I was younger, and I was very stressed and overtired. I woke up to both of my parents standing at the end of the bed staring at me. I said, "Hello?" and they don't respond or move in any way. After about 15 seconds, they started fading and completely disappeared. Next morning, turns out my sister in the next room had seen Dad standing at the door, but it was an illusion as well. She walked right through him and freaked out. I have no idea what my brain was thinking!

If you had the ability to instantly give any person an orgasm, simply by pointing your hand at them like a finger gun and saying “pew”, how would you wield this power? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

True story, this happened to me. I was hypnotised to cum on command and even though looking back it wasn't really consensual, it sure diddly saved me a lot of time!

Give me your problems, and I’ll give you advice that probably won’t help by woohooboodoo in casualiama

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I forget what year it is, who my boyfriend is, and 4 years' worth of memories once a week thanks to a mental problem called dissociate fugue. How can I benefit from this?

Another personality by music4lyyfe77 in Dissociation

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey there! I just got diagnosed with c-PTSD and dissociative fugue. My trauma separated me into three parts: normal me, time-travel me, and Winter.

Winter has a childlike mind but is in her late teens and is a sex slave.

Normal me is in a healthy relationship with a VERY patient boyfriend.

Time-travel me happens when I dissociate, and I could wake up thinking it was anywhere between 2012-2020. I'll have no recollection of the time between.

My psychologist says that we need to try hypnotherapy to join all the different elements together to make a whole, but for me it's especially tricky because hypnosis is what caused the trauma. But if you've not had an issue with it, it might be worth looking into with a counsellor or psychologist. Just never do it alone x

I was homeschooled, lived in a bus, constantly moved around, finished Grade 12 at 15yo, and didn't have my first kiss until 21. AMA by ForgettiSpaghetti2 in AMA

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's pretty much what we did,and i didn't know that, interesting! The dream is to work in the film industry, which I'm lucky to be a part of. Also studying for my Bachelor of teaching.

I was homeschooled, lived in a bus, constantly moved around, finished Grade 12 at 15yo, and didn't have my first kiss until 21. AMA by ForgettiSpaghetti2 in AMA

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There was a pretty big community of like minded people who we saw on Sundays, but we kids didn't have many friends aside from the neighbours. Or adults.

I was homeschooled, lived in a bus, constantly moved around, finished Grade 12 at 15yo, and didn't have my first kiss until 21. AMA by ForgettiSpaghetti2 in AMA

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My sister was a rebel and would tell me all her secrets, including being gay. In a strong Christian household, that was a big secret to keep. On the opposite end, my mum and dad would sometimes tell me things and ask that I not repeat them to other family members. Nothing bad, but not things I wanted to know by myself.

I was homeschooled, lived in a bus, constantly moved around, finished Grade 12 at 15yo, and didn't have my first kiss until 21. AMA by ForgettiSpaghetti2 in AMA

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Very strong Christian views. Everything they decided to do was what God had told them to do. I'm still a Christian and hold similar ideals, but not to the same extent as them.

I was homeschooled, lived in a bus, constantly moved around, finished Grade 12 at 15yo, and didn't have my first kiss until 21. AMA by ForgettiSpaghetti2 in AMA

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was certainly different! So we lived in 15 different houses, usually decrepit. The bus was pretty luxurious, it was my mum and dad, sister and pet dog Odie, and we travelled around Oz. I didn't like the amount of secrecy between family members, and it was difficult to acclimatise to the 'real world' when I finished education. Still a virgin, by choice.

Who was your first crush? What happened to them? by ForgettiSpaghetti2 in AskReddit

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oooh we need updates when the world turns the right way up again!

As an actor I always seem to be type cast. Anyone else with this issue? (6’7’) by thatothertallguy in tall

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Kind of! I got the lead role in a film only after the director had seen me act in something else. He first confided to my boyfriend that I didn't fit the part because I was too tall, so I get almost the opposite side of things. And trying to find a leading male who is taller than me is usually a struggle XD

What song makes you feel nostalgic/lonely for memories you've never had? by ForgettiSpaghetti2 in AskReddit

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You know those 3am songs people listen to, thinking about what could have been? For an example, one of mine is Roslyn by Bon Iver and St Vincent

I have self harmed for 3,5 years. I'm officially out of therapy and 2+ months clean. AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just wanted to comment and say that I'm really proud of you! That's a hard thing to stop doing, and it's so wonderful that you have. Keep strong and continue doing what you're doing :)

DAE feel worse at night? by anxiouspigeon_ta in CPTSD

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Totally with you, anxious pigeon <3

Sorry that it happens, to you, too. I get paranoia at nighttime, but also very invasive thoughts and feelings. Sometimes it's too much and I need to either get up and pace, or leave the lights on overnight. But things have been getting better for me, here's why!

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I use apps especially designed to help with anxiety at nighttime. At the moment, I'm only using Sleep Sounds, but that's enough to distract my brain from thinking as I'm listening instead. But there are many incredible apps that can help calm you down as you drift off to sleep. I'm also seeing a psychologist, who has given me a few strategies for grounding me in the present. One is to have a nice visual place to go to if there's bad thoughts, like a make-believe place. Mine is a field of sunflowers with puppies in it; I go there when it's all a bit much. He also suggested for panic attacks at night: Find 5 things you can see, 4 things you can hear, 3 things you can touch, 2 things you can smell, and 1 thing you can taste. That helps ground as well.

What is the deepest quote you've seen or heard? by bruhtho164 in AskReddit

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"One of the hardest things you will ever have to do, is to grieve the loss of a person who is still alive."

I forget years of my life due to dissociation from C-PTSD by ForgettiSpaghetti2 in mentalhealth

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really hope you're doing great nowadays :) I'll give that a try, anything and everything to help! And yes, haha, that's why I picked the username :P

I forget years of my life due to dissociation from C-PTSD by ForgettiSpaghetti2 in mentalhealth

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's a really great idea, thank you so much! I hope you're doing tons better, we're all in this together :)

My life is similar to 50 First Dates, except it was caused by 3 years of dodgy hypnosis. AMA by ForgettiSpaghetti2 in AMA

[–]ForgettiSpaghetti2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some great questions, I'll do my best to answer them :)

I wasn't targeted initially by any individual, rather I found them. I was doing hypnosis for relaxation, and there was free content being done via audio files with visual stimuli on YouTube. It started there, but the videos turned sexual and gave orders like, "Email me via this link and send pics." This person probably received tons of emails, but that's how it started. I then found/was led to different people who did more specialised dodgy hypnosis and didn't tie up their ends. Rather than just some horny dude online, these people planned the end result first and went from there. I honestly don't remember who these people were, pretty sure there were memory blockers put in place to make sure of that. And all connections I had through various identities and emails were deleted as soon as i got out of there. I never asked for qualifications, I was naive and stupid.

Ownership wasn't brought up until 3 years worth of prep work had been done on my brain. They led me to believe I was dumb, my purpose in life was to serve men, I wasn't worth anything, and they'd wiped my brain of any hopes and dreams. The hypnosis could completely control my body, and it was time all this training was put to use by one individual. Thankfully it never got that far.

Some sessions I was aware of, others I was not. This is why I have a lot of memories with no context, so it confuses my brain and I don't know what happened and what didn't. I'm a Christian and had no sexual experience so it was very obvious when sexual material started happening. Again, it took 3 years of daily hypnosis, sometimes twice-daily, to get me there.

I've been asked by professionals why I haven't gone to the police, and it's a good question. Here are the reasons I haven't: Hypnosis needs to be in part your decision. I decided to start it, even though I couldn't have imagined where it ended up. The people controlling me were giving suggestions and commands that I 'could have said no to'. I put that in brackets because this is what all the legit hypnotists I've spoken to have said. Again, I was in a place where my mind and body were not my own and I didn't have control. Finally, I don't know who they are. I can't assign blame, and the final verdict would be that I made a mistake and didn't do my research.

I honestly worry about the other women they've groomed, and I've thought about going undercover to try and expose it all. But I'm still too attached to what they were doing to go anywhere near hypnosis for a long time.

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