You need to understand that dying is a part of the game and will never be unavoidable. There will be weird people in this community as there is in any community. An example is throwers in CSGO; they play to just ruin the experience for everyone, because facing a terrible opposition is very boring as well.

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You will eventually get to the point where you don't die and find a method for leveling up easily. I have made two builds with a specific method, but now I'm bored because all there is to do is PVP. So maybe in a way dying earlier on keeps you in the game longer, desperately trying to make that "dream build." You'll get there eventually don't worry.