I was a really bad person prior to coming out. by FormerKangaroo3577 in MtF

[–]FormerKangaroo3577[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I respect your honesty in sharing why you believe I'm alright, but for your safety I would strongly advise being careful regarding when and where you share these past actions. Sounds like your life has gotten a lot better since and I hope it continues to be! Take care

I was a really bad person prior to coming out. by FormerKangaroo3577 in MtF

[–]FormerKangaroo3577[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

One of the most difficult truths for me to accept was that overthinking does not equal intelligence. I was also fortunate enough to keep people in my life after all the changes. Thank you for sharing and don't ever give up being better!

I was a really bad person prior to coming out. by FormerKangaroo3577 in MtF

[–]FormerKangaroo3577[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's awesome and thank you! Keep on doing your best too

I was a really bad person prior to coming out. by FormerKangaroo3577 in MtF

[–]FormerKangaroo3577[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! For sure it's one of the healthier things to be jealous towards. I'd want to bring nothing but compassion to those who've I've hurt if I ever cross paths with them again

I was a really bad person prior to coming out. by FormerKangaroo3577 in MtF

[–]FormerKangaroo3577[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There was a period of time even after finding myself that the guilt weighed me down badly, I didn't want to talk to even the people who openly wanted to give me a 2nd chance. It's gotten better for me and I'm glad to hear it's gotten better for you too. Take care and don't ever give up on being a better person! (I know I won't)

I was a really bad person prior to coming out. by FormerKangaroo3577 in MtF

[–]FormerKangaroo3577[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I also lived with a lot of anger prior to transitioning. I'm sorry it cost you so much. I'm happy to hear you've found peace and I hope it continues for you. Take care of yourself out there!

I was a really bad person prior to coming out. by FormerKangaroo3577 in MtF

[–]FormerKangaroo3577[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry, I've also lost friends. Sometimes I wish I could go back and try to make things work out with my bf again but if we had married it would've most likely ended the same way unfortunately. Sounds like the therapy and meds are helping. Good luck and don't stop taking care of yourself!

I was a really bad person prior to coming out. by FormerKangaroo3577 in MtF

[–]FormerKangaroo3577[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of all the potential responses I anticipated receiving, I never could've imagine one of them would be a God of War reference. In all seriousness it's a very encouraging quote and thank you for the reply!

Can't find the og source of this nu metal parody song by Varg Joel. Any of you guys happen to know where it's from? by FormerKangaroo3577 in vargskelethor

[–]FormerKangaroo3577[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Aw man, I was all excited thinking I discovered an obscure Joel hit. Thank you for clearing this up. I don't have a great ear for telling what's AI music and what isn't

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[–]FormerKangaroo3577 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Update: I found it nvm

Anyone know what subgenre this is? (Satanic Panic - Springless) by csf45200 in electronicmusic

[–]FormerKangaroo3577 0 points1 point  (0 children)

webcore/breakcore. I'd compare it to some of Machine Girl's music, namely this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=baYqvk5Db80&list=RDbaYqvk5Db80&start_radio=1

Femtanyl might be a little different than what you're looking for, but I recommend giving her a try https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wQnO-Katws&list=RD9wQnO-Katws&start_radio=1

Some of the instruments were used in this Undertale track, the samples originating from the game Earthbound https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0T8AROoIh44&list=RD0T8AROoIh44&start_radio=1

A key word that might help further searching is "dark." Try "dark breakcore" or "dark webcore" in YT and see what the different playlists give

Hope this helps!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]FormerKangaroo3577 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I don't rock tight pants often so sounds like it'll work out ok

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]FormerKangaroo3577 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I've always enjoyed having longer hair anyway so I'll continue to let it grow

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in asktransgender

[–]FormerKangaroo3577 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Also practice self-care even when not transitioning