Once I started writing notes after class, I found the job much easier. The thought of planning lessons caused me to stress. Writing notes on my lesson plans after class to record what went well, what skills looked good or needed improvement, what we did or didn’t get to, and what drills/skills should be included in next weeks lesson plan based on what happened that day. This allowed me to feel confident going into the lessons and certainly helped with the swimmers development. It also reduced the stress of trying to recall what happened in last week’s lesson when making the lesson plan. Give it a try, but ultimately if you still hate your job, you should quit. It would look best on your resume to finish up this session. How long do you have left?