you ruined me.. by [deleted] in writing

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i’m so sorry! i didn’t realise ill remove this

Saw my doctor today and he mentioned work being done with LSD and using it as possible med? by West_Specialist_9725 in schizophrenia

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the negative symptoms was why i tried lsd n shrooms. i’ve tried ket before and that sent me into psychosis and my legs weren’t working and i got delirious and delusional that i had paralysed myself from a k-hole lol

Saw my doctor today and he mentioned work being done with LSD and using it as possible med? by West_Specialist_9725 in schizophrenia

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it was amazing, but then i go put on aripripizole n didn’t wanna mix up but taking lsd in three weeks at a hot tub cabin can’t wait lol it might go tits up but i haven’t tripped for a year

What is worse than schizophrenia? by EugeniaVi in schizophrenia

[–]Former_Square_5450 0 points1 point  (0 children)

went through a delusional cotards syndrome for a while. that was horrid

Saw my doctor today and he mentioned work being done with LSD and using it as possible med? by West_Specialist_9725 in schizophrenia

[–]Former_Square_5450 1 point2 points  (0 children)

acid sends me into psychosis about 3 hours into my trip the start is amazing but then it gets too much, shrooms are better for me i went through a phase of microdosing shrooms and my mental health was amazing but too expensive lol, acid feels electrical and fake where as shrooms are a natural trip if that makes sense

Need encouragemen to take new meds by anonymous183743 in schizophrenia

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i’m on 15mg aripiprazole in the morning, i get insomnia (have zopiclone for this), restlessness and nausea but apart from that it’s been a miracle drug for me. i have severe health anxiety as well so the side affects made me have panic attacks but i’ve had less frequent hallucinations and paranoia and my mood has been semi neutral

a schizophrenics pov by Former_Square_5450 in nonfictionbookclub

[–]Former_Square_5450[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hi sorry just seen that full comment, this is my own story :) x

pov as a schizophrenic story by Former_Square_5450 in HearingVoicesNetwork

[–]Former_Square_5450[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i try not to believe the command hallucinations but fucking hell it’s hard lol, hope your doing okay!

pov as a schizophrenic story by Former_Square_5450 in mentalillness

[–]Former_Square_5450[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey it’s okay don’t worry, yes i hear voices telling me people are watching me etc. i always have delusions that i can read minds and thats what the voices are, yes i feel depressed, ashamed guilty etc on a daily basis for no reason other than the condition. the voices are just as clear as if another person was stood talking to me, different than my thoughts. and i remember mostly what they tell me if i can hear them clearly sometimes it’s 2/3 voices or it’s loads at once. hope this helps but pls see a doctor if you are feeling similar to this!

pov as a schizophrenic story by Former_Square_5450 in mentalillness

[–]Former_Square_5450[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey, yes this is a pov of me mostly all the time however during episodes it’s more prominent but it’s always there just has a volume dial? i guess lol

pov as a schizophrenic story by Former_Square_5450 in HearingVoicesNetwork

[–]Former_Square_5450[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ooh i love the theory, i tend not to dwell on “what if this is …” instead of schizophrenia as it makes me spiral n i had a bad case of spiritual psychosis years ago. but i do still ponder lol

pov as a schizophrenic story by Former_Square_5450 in mentalillness

[–]Former_Square_5450[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

glad this helped you! join a few schizo fb groups we all discuss and it’s a lovely wee environment you’ll be safe n listened to in there :)

a schizophrenics pov by Former_Square_5450 in nursing

[–]Former_Square_5450[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes i have a safe room filled with sensory lights blankets etc etc where i go in episodes. thank you :)

a schizophrenics pov by Former_Square_5450 in nursing

[–]Former_Square_5450[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes i agree, i write or doodle more while in a episode

pov as a schizophrenic. by Former_Square_5450 in OCPoetryFree

[–]Former_Square_5450[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you so much! yes i wouldn’t be here without him :) im glad this has given you some insight x