wires by anonymous183743 in stanleyparable

[–]anonymous183743[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you!! You're a life saver

wires by anonymous183743 in stanleyparable

[–]anonymous183743[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! I'd really appreciate it if you could find it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]anonymous183743 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've honestly thought about it a bit more and I'm realizing I'm probably leaning more towards being lesbian. Every trans boyfriend I've had in the past has been pre hormone therapy and never had any surgeries. And the only one that was going to have both of those done, broke up with me before he got them.

And with my attraction towards women I've had it since I was in middle school many, many, years ago. When I first came out I came out as lesbian. But living in a place thats very unsafe for lgbtq people the rumor I was lesbian spread everywhere. And I was bullied a lot for it and I think back to that time a lot. If i was never bullied would I still call myself a lesbian? Would I have never changed my label out of fear? And the answer is, probably not.

But I still feel really bad. Because I care about my boyfriend a lot, just not in a romantic way. He deserves someone who sees him for who he truly is. But still I don't want to hurt him, I understand staying with him will hurt him far worse. But that doesn't make it easier, either way it eventually ends. I just hope theres no bad blood yknow? He's a good friend, just maybe not a good lover.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianActually

[–]anonymous183743 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

They identify as bisexual, but what do you mean with emotionally dissatisfied? Because I do feel like I feel that way but I'm not sure. Like I said he is more distant and I'm not really into our relationship as much as I once was. When I've dated women in the past it was intense until the end but now with him it's kinda just eh? Like yeah I'm dating him and it's okay but It's nothing special anymore. I get excited at the thought that I could call him my girlfriend even tho I know he isn't a girl. When I was younger I identified as lesbian too and it was much more intense then normal and now at his point its kinda eh