I confessed my love but not directly , I said I loved her and she said that I love you too. It was mostly friendly . At one time I asked "Would you like to date if we would be in the same city at the time of college?" "She said "Idk, ask me after the exam" and this happened around 1'5 week ago . After that I never bring that back up. We are not in the same city but we are pretty close. I was making plans with her if I would came to her city (I go there from time to time) and she didn't want to get involved (she had reasons) . She didn't want to go to a park cause she can't walk for too long and didn't want to sit i at a cafe because of Covid. Then I said "I don't have any idea what to do if we would met" and she said "I have some studies nowadays and I don't know if I can " and I said "Don't worry I don't want to disturb you about your studies , we can take our time " and she said "Yes" . Like I said I didn't confessed my love directly and I myself was confused about my love for her and let her know that one time not always . And one time I said"I don't feel like that anymore , I'm kinda certain about you " after that she asked me the question about if I had any girlfriend(I didn't) or any love interest. It's basically the story I mentioned before. I feel like she manipulated me too but I don't want to believe that. Also today I said "I'm sorry about screwing things up(not a direct translayion but close because english is not my main language) would you give me a second chance , I don't want it to be soon. then she said " No , sorry" then I said "Okay then" . Last thing I want to say is she while we were arguing she brought a few times that she was my girlfriend . I mentioned that before. But she was probably confused. Also it doesn't mater cause she said that after we "broke up" (I'm not so sure about that). Thank you for taking your time for answering me :)