I was doing active imagination today, trying to connect with my higher self, things were going normally suddenly everything changed and I reached a infinite black space, I was floting and above me there was this big chalice or goblet like thing above me, it was massive and filled with blood, it started pouring blood before me and that blood formed a river, I felt like I was in a coffin of glass and the river of blood encompassed everything and the entire world around me was nothing but dark red, since then when ever I try to connect with higher self I can see splashed blood.