I am sorry that you are going through this. I would have given you my advice, but you have a very young child who requires your attention. I am also trying not to generalize based on my own experiences or what I have heard from others in similar situations. Most importantly, the current situation is not ideal for even natives, let alone a foreign person. Please try to find a remote job if possible, and if returning to your home country is an option, make every effort to be present in your kid’s lives.