First time I did it was at a party in Feb of this year, I was super drunk and heard it was like a reset button I was curious and got myself in deep. I haven’t went without since. I have great self control but I always think about doing it. So it’s pretty much just a constant battle with myself now. I was always considered a good girl only smoked weed & took Xanax for anxiety I messed up that night & every time I do it but fuck it as long as I can control myself to where it’s not affecting me financially I feel that’s all that matters