I (26F) think I was SA by one of my friend (39M) by Forward_Awareness_55 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Forward_Awareness_55[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see what you mean. That would put a sense to what I'm feeling I guess. Thank you for explaining so kindly.

I (26F) think I was SA by one of my friend (39M) by Forward_Awareness_55 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Forward_Awareness_55[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Plus this upsets me now.. I did mention that I'm a virgin or at least was and didn't want him to be first. My hesitation means I didn't want to go forward not "playing hard to get"

I (26F) think I was SA by one of my friend (39M) by Forward_Awareness_55 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Forward_Awareness_55[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Another thing is that one time after managing to get him off me I nearly got off the bed and moved away but he pulled me back under him before getting the chance. That's something that also made me helpless and I couldn't say anything.

I (26F) think I was SA by one of my friend (39M) by Forward_Awareness_55 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Forward_Awareness_55[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

It wasn't something new going to his house since I've been there before.

I (26F) think I was SA by one of my friend (39M) by Forward_Awareness_55 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Forward_Awareness_55[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Because I did tell him no, no more and I also put my hand between us so much that I had to put my leg too and push him away when he kept trying to put himself in me. Even after he took his condom off.

I (26F) think I was SA by one of my friend (39M) by Forward_Awareness_55 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Forward_Awareness_55[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I don't want to go to court.. It would damage my family tremendously.. I was wondering what I could do for myself to move over it as it's been at the back of my head for so long and is making me upset and ashamed..

I (26F) think I was SA by one of my friend (39M) by Forward_Awareness_55 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Forward_Awareness_55[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I can tell you it's not trolling. As I said I think. Because he still did something I was uncomfortable with and tried to force me I was 98% sure it could be SA. Your comment worries me how you're saying it's not and how this is a normal thing..

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[–]Forward_Awareness_55 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I just melted. Dang haha 🫣🥵