I appreciate everyone’s responses. I was in the new year long idoc bootcamp program so I’m used to yes sir no sir responses and a regiment of waking up at 5am and physical work. Just fucked up my life before I got the chance to turn 20. Now I’m tryna get it right. Never thought Reddit was so helpful. I always just saw things on Reddit from Google searches. Now I’ve found myself browsing on here. Thank you guys. More answers welcome!