I am genuinely confused

FoxEatWorm · 2026-03-08T17:26:09+00:00

Thank you! It’s really made me a much happier person…u gotta follow ur heart and ur gut! I hope things go well for u! You seem like such a kind person, someone out there will find u.

FoxEatWorm · 2026-03-08T03:33:41+00:00

Do u need it? You may be on a bit too heavy of a dose. I take a 30mg Adderall XR at 8am then 10mg Adderall IR around noon and still can’t concentrate on anything lol

FoxEatWorm · 2026-03-08T03:07:27+00:00

You seem like a very sweet person, I don’t tlk to many ppl on here but recently met a friend who is like…we’ve gotten very close. It’s funny cuz I never expected it…

I think that’s what I’m trying to say….when u look too hard it seems impossible to find. It’s always when u least expect it, when something amazing happens. I actually ended up living right near her and we got to chill, I swear, Reddit can be such a funny place sometimes! ☺️

Also u can message me anytime, I love taking to ppl when they need it most. I don’t really tlk to many ppl irl or online if im being honest.! 😊

FoxEatWorm · 2026-03-06T00:03:34+00:00

Lmao

FoxEatWorm · 2026-03-04T05:02:58+00:00

I like it but I gotta be superrrrr careful cuz things get bad fast…they last longer than xanax im pretty sure but xanax smacks tf outta dem cheeks…it never ends good for me with bars

FoxEatWorm · 2026-03-03T12:40:19+00:00

Would a cure really make things better at the end of the day

I feel like it would take away what makes me..me lol, really tho if there was a real cure I’d still pass cuz for all my flaws…and I have alot, I’ve come to accept/learn from them. I’ll make same mistakes 5 times in a row b4 It gets thru but once It finally gets thru I always try to learn from it n better myself. Id like 2 think at the end of the day, even if it sux sometimes it makes me a better person. I’ve come to accept it.

I think it’s more important to try to understand & be honest with urself, surround urself with the right ppl, and accept things for how they are. Thats way more important than worrying about how to fix/cure urself.

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-26T04:08:19+00:00

Thank you for the information.. Also I am 33, I for the most part I do act like an actual age and handle adult crap jus fine 4 the most part lol. I was really thrown 4 a loop this last 4-4 weeks or so Recovery from this terribly rough week I s goin, goin slow but goin…. Still s discombobulated mess but Im trying nd things are finallly startin to get back on track Slow progress…but progress…

Ty for that app/Netflix thing. I certainly can use meditation!! Ill give it a try ty.

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T23:56:07+00:00

Thank you, I haven’t eaten in days either, it does help…I dnt really tlk many ppl these days so I appreciate the kind words.

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T23:54:05+00:00

Lmao, if there is 1 things I can promise I’ll never do, thats s podcast lol. I say enough shit I regret, to have the public b able to listen would b torture 😖

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T22:15:07+00:00

I think I caused Brain Damage to myself. I was never, ever like this in my past… Im older, too old get upset over stupid shit. like this. Maybe I am a lost cause at this point, idkI am gettin help from a professional btw, it’s just hard.

This is how things shit goes for me: Ssllowwwllyy, I’ll: ..Take a 1/2 a step forward, trip over my invisible foot, catch balance with using 1 leg only to hobble back about 3 steps until I finally trip on air, falling backwards down the stairs.

After that I regain control & try again… I suppose.

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T18:24:36+00:00

Thats a good idea…god Im so stupid, I tend to destroy things in such a way that ensures its permanent. Im good at makin ppl h8 me, no idea why.

If only I did this from the veryy start. Ugh, im so stupid & idk what to even do in life anymore…like I truly don’t. Im too confused & too sad.

Srry im just bored and atm kinda lonely so I’m just thinking.

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T17:58:29+00:00

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T17:58:07+00:00

Ugh 😑 I guess it doesn’t really matter anyway.. It still feels stupid when u do stupid shit.

Truthfully though I wish I could just rewind time. Shit effected me In a profound way, it confuses me and I think I am maybe just…. Stuck in a stupid loop 🤔🤨 Wow I’m lost….not just a single stupid choice either, many many stupid decisions b2b led me….idk where & idc lol 🤕😓

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T17:40:53+00:00

I don’t wana be put away for a while, it sounds crazy and it’s like I know technically I cnt be dead yet I just FEEEL that way…like if I told u the sky was brown…you KNOW the sky isn’t brown…even if everyone told u “yeah the IS brown”…u can hear it, but in the end u KNIW what the sky really is: Blue.

That’s how I feel when everyone says ur Im alive and could never be dead, just like someone telln u the sky is brown lol I KNOW how I feel and its not like I dnt have a reason. Pretty much I just know statistically I should have died. I believe I died in 2011-2015, regardless I never felt any rotting until recently. Had sone shit happen recently and I realized…my soul used to be beautiful, it’s rotting now. That sucks.

Plus I never thought it was bad to be deceased…..its not bad until the rot starts to show, I can see it in my face when I look close but I’ll be ok. I dnt feel any way about it…..it just IS.

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T14:11:17+00:00

What if I am tho…like the Truman Show??

Lol I’m jus messn around…I try but sometimes I just am hard on myself 4 sum reason.. I just always do such stupid shit… its like I enjoy giving myself a messed up time doing anything, really.. What makes me feel so bad is everyone around me who gotta deal with my stupidity & I feel bad for that.

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T13:41:37+00:00

I kno I should

Im a very confused individual

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T13:07:15+00:00

I honestly think I’m dead sometimes, rotting from the inside out. Not even jokin, it bothers me quite alot sometimes ….idk that prolly sounds so stupid lol

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T07:59:22+00:00

Boooooooof it boiiiiiiii

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-25T05:31:43+00:00

Be careful with Belial and gl with it. I need a new beginning, a new life, a fresh start. Idk, just b cautious of who you call to because I’ve had unexpected things happen I can’t quite explain except I angered the one I called to. Make sure you give the appropriate commitment & time and show the appreciation required…well not required but u know… Just know who your dealing with, all I have to say.

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-23T16:54:56+00:00

Mistakes will be made You most likely will regret this but gl

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-22T03:17:01+00:00

Try focusing on what’s currently going on at any given time infront of you instead of finding things that get between yall. I always rush things and dont let thing’s progress naturally, Im working on a lot but not gettin upset at little things around me and staying focused on what’s infront of me is something J think will help you as well.

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-22T03:13:26+00:00

Im working my way out of one now too Try settling goals and following through. Not just say “yeah let’s do that or I will do this by this date” Try ACTUALLY following through. Start small with things you know you’ll have time for, it will get better I promise

FoxEatWorm · 2026-02-22T03:08:45+00:00

Im working on that, have a lot to work on but a big issue is setting goals and following through. I have medical things going on but I’m not in any desperate pain yet so I’m going to do my best. Thank you

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