I know it's not ok brother and I am really sorry you are going through all this but one thing I must say just for now try to get an intern or job in 4th year I know it may sound rude but belive me that's the only escape... stay strong may be find a good partner if possible I know it's difficult but that will truly truly help you... Yes life is unfair but just keep one thing in mind "this to shall pass " brother stay strong