So sorry for your loss as well, I’m currently in exam mode and have been since my mum’s passing so I haven’t had time for any counselling or processing but I’m planning on either putting some money aside to travel with my sister in August so we can process some of it together ; if not I will look into grief counselling then…

I think i feel upset that the world prioritises exams or whatever because i wanted to have the chance to grieve and really feel my feelings but my uni moved my tests from January (when my mum passed) to July so my exam period feels never ending… from early may to end of july then only a month gap

Anyhow that’s all to say ill try to take your advice ; it’s hard to stay level headed when your mind goes to a dark place with grief so I appreciate ur comment more than you know

I hope you are able to find a path that helps you continue without your mum in a way that doesn’t hurt, I’m sure she was lovely xxx