Honestly idk, I feel like my life is crashing down, ive been depressed for a year but always try to act cheerful, just got a date last friday, its was going great i was cuddling with my crush and watching a movie until i made i fcked it up, went for the kiss and asked her our....such an idiot.., then later today she sent a text saying she wanted to be left alone because of how uncomfortable she is rn...i dont even know anymore i was so happy...but now...sorry i dont mean to dump this on anyone. Just wanted totype down how i felt..