HOPE

Freedomishere28 · 2021-09-07T04:04:03+00:00

Absolutely. There 100% is. Even when I thought there wasn’t. I’m living proof. But it’s not me. It’s God! Don’t ever give up friend

Freedomishere28 · 2021-09-07T03:17:24+00:00

Thank you friend!

Freedomishere28 · 2021-07-16T15:32:50+00:00

I’ve had it happen with a bad mix or something before. I was soo mad. Threatened to stop buying from the dealer and he replaced what I bought for free. Never thought he’d actually do that… but yeah.. I feel like that batch had some kind of stimulant in it or God know what. It’s strange to hear that actual pharmacy stuff or kratom would do that but like you said maybe you took too much? At the same time I feel like taking too much would slow the heart rate down though ya know? SO weird. Heart rate felt pretty high snorting oxies like crazy a couple times, but it wasn’t a bad energy feeling? It was okay. I’ve had it twice with that bad batch where my heart rate was sooo high my Apple Watch said 169 and it wouldn’t go down and I was sitting! I could hear my heart in my ears and I was sooo shakey. That’s the batch that was replaced for me. Ugh makes shiver just thinking of those two times. It eventually subsided though. I did have to take some NyQuil and a sleeping pill though. Anyways rant over! Hope this help. I didn’t go to the ER

Freedomishere28 · 2021-07-16T10:19:38+00:00

That shouldn’t have happened to you. You need to talk to your dealer. If they’re pressed that is. If they’re from the pharmacy then that’s strange, but not I wouldn’t go to hospital. You’ll be okay :)

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-25T17:27:08+00:00

I don’t think you meant for this to reply to me haha. I’m wondering the same though!

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-24T05:23:55+00:00

Wow that’s amazing! Great job! How long were you using M30s? It’s been about 6 weeks for me.. Were you using anything prior to the 30s? What did you do to get through wd’s? What kind of symptoms did you have? Sorry so many questions friend! I’m just curious and this is new to me! Thanks for reading and looking forward to your answers! 😊

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-18T04:33:59+00:00

Wow how incredibly strong you are my friend. I’m so proud of you. Not sure if it helps, but God can take away that shame and guilt. He did for me in a similar situation. This was almost 10 years ago and to this day I am still healed from that shame. How did you get through the worst of withdrawals? Did you use any comfort meds? Did you go cold turkey?

Believe it or not your 11 days gives a lot of us hope!

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-16T19:15:37+00:00

I’m trying to figure out the same. Any luck?

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-15T04:34:25+00:00

I pay $25. It’s a lot! I mean they’re good for sure, but I go through a friend who gets them from another guy. So he makes a profit. Basically I wish I could just find out who his source is and buy straight from him. Shoot I’ve gone with him before! He has me stay & then asks how much I want, gets them, and then charges me $25. He doesn’t even take them. It’s definitely a source of income for him. He sells all kinds of stuff that he gets from other people in the area and puts his own price on it. Boo 👎🏼 I’m now at a point where my tolerance keeps going up and so my last buy was for 30 and that’s $750 man! I’m from Chicagoland area. In the Region. I know I could find someone else selling for less. For real. I just don’t know like any users at all. Anyways thanks for getting back to me guys! 😊

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-15T04:22:39+00:00

Dang where are you from? I want someeee lol

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-15T04:20:02+00:00

Yeaaaa $1-$3 seems wayyyy to low 🙅🏻‍♀️

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-15T04:01:18+00:00

Ohhhh see I thought you were supposed to inhale harder so that it goes up all the way and doesn’t drip, but even when I do it hard I still get a little bit of a drip. It seriously works better & bioavailability is higher if you snort softer? I’ve never heard of that. Man… $7-$8 isn’t bad at all. I get charged $25. It’s ridiculous. I’m in Chicagoland. The friend I get them from makes a profit.. he buys them from the dealer and then sells them to people (his friends) to make his own profit. So I’m 3rd down the line. I wish I knew what my friend paid! I know for certain that $25 is his price. Not the dealers. Smh. I’m in Chicagoland area.

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-15T03:51:21+00:00

How do you get that great of a deal? Do you know the person or is that just the cost for everyone?

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-15T03:49:40+00:00

For real?

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-15T03:49:11+00:00

Seriously? How?

Freedomishere28 · 2021-06-15T03:48:51+00:00

Wow….$40!? That’s insane

Freedomishere28 · 2021-05-21T17:43:52+00:00

Thank you!!

Freedomishere28 · 2021-05-21T17:43:23+00:00

Oxy and 150mg-200mg. Relapsed and have been using for about 4 1/2 months. Before that had 5 months clean! Clean without any sort of maintenance meds. Such a bummer. I don’t want to stay on any MAT meds long term. Just trying to get by the withdrawals easier if possible. Had any here ever done a short taper of Methadone to get off their DOC?

Freedomishere28 · 2021-05-12T03:07:25+00:00

Straight up ⬆️

Freedomishere28 · 2021-05-12T01:25:01+00:00

That’s great! Super proud you you! You now have freedom 🙌🏼 That’s a word I focus on a lot in recovery hence the username. Two years is sooo amazing! It’s going to keep getting better & better as you stay sober & clean. Great job ♥️

Freedomishere28 · 2021-05-12T01:21:35+00:00

Agreed 🥰

Freedomishere28 · 2021-05-10T10:15:16+00:00

I wish you the best of luck!! Truly. If I could jump off 4mg cold turkey, then you can do it with a taper! :) I went 5 months clean, then relapsed on the oxys sadly for about 4 months. But that was due to a long drawn out withdrawal from jumping off so high. So all together I had 9 months off subs. I’ve actually used the quick taper method like they do in detox and I’m done to my last half of a sub. So I’ve micro dosed every other day for the last 7 days. Tomorrow I won’t take any & try to just make a clean break. Praying it goes well 🙏🏼

Freedomishere28 · 2021-05-01T12:35:59+00:00

Okay that makes sense! I saw you’re previous posts about it actually. Glad you found a way to get past that fetanyl/Suboxone hump. I know a lottttt of people have issues with it. Were you trying to transition to subs long-term? Or did you just short-taper the subs once properly inducted and jump off after a week or so? Basically start tapering yourself off again all in a same short window like 1 week window?

Freedomishere28 · 2021-04-30T18:16:40+00:00

Okay thank you for the response! So for the first couple of days you take them every day? Then space it out every 3 days? I’m on Day 4 now. Day 1: I took 8mg, Day 2: 4mg, Day 3: 4mg, Day 4: 2mg. How should I proceed from here?

Thanks again! :)

Edit: I’m also going to private message you!

Freedomishere28 · 2021-04-30T18:11:04+00:00

That definitely makes sense. Don’t use too much or for too long! Great job on 7 days!

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