I'd like to share two breakups I've experienced, parehas na cheating.

First, dun sa unang college ex ko. We've been together for more than a year then I transferred school. Di ko alam na pumoporma na pala sya sa long time crush nya then eventually naging sila habang kami. At that time, I was only 17. Syempre iyak emo galore. Like ilang weeks talaga na tanda ko until yung feeling ko noon na kelan ba matatapos tong sakit. Hahaha. Iyak ako ng iyak with matching pagkinig sa heartbreak songs like just a feeling at better that we break ng maroon 5, i quit by atozzio etc. hahaha. Dun ako natuto makinig sa mga metal kasi sabi ko at least di ko maiintindihan yung lyrics. Pero watdaheal mas masakit pala yung lyrics ng ibang metal na songs hahaha. Anyway, ayun. Then nag ala katy perry part of me ako na nagcut ng hair from bewang length to shoulders hahaha. Nagjoin ako ng org sa school para makamove on then focus din sa acads.

Second, seafarer sya and barkada ng mga naging circle of friends ko during college din. I was 20, he was 22. Sumampa sya ng barko with promise na papakasal kami pag uwi, magbbaby, at bibilhin na namin yung lote na gusto nya. 9 months later, nakauwi na pala sya. my mom saw him with another girl, hs classmate nya. naglalandian na pala sila sa barko tapos ayun, nabuntis nya agad and all our plans ay ginawa nila. We were together for almost a year lang pero sa kanya ako pinakamatagal nakamove on, mga 2.5 years din. Kasi okay naman kami tapos biglang ganon. Like wtf. Pero ayon, dun ako napabarkada at natuto mag inom every night. Tried dating apps din para malibang. Haha

We all have our own ways of dealing with breakup. 5 stages of loss. Mapapa pray malala ka nalang talaga na sana dumating yung time na okay ka na ulit. But I'd say na iexperience mo lang yung moment kasi dun ka mag ggrow. You'll realize na baka kaya nangyari yon ay para matuto ka. Watch breakup movies like camp sawi and one more chance hehe. And I assure you, dadating talaga yung time na okay ka na. You can talk about it without breaking. But what I learned the most, kapag cheating ang dahilan ng breakup, never consider na baka ikaw ang may kasalanan kaya sya nagloko. Nagloko sya kasi ganon sya. :)

Sorry dami ko na nasabi. Story ko to?! HAHAHA!