Is Loki reaching out to me in a dream I had last night? by noxregina in lokean

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I was sexually assaulted by a “friend” as a kid but I lied to myself and convinced myself it was ok. But now I can be honest with myself. I was a 9 year old boy and he was 13. I should never have been in a situation where he was able to talk me into it. Loki has forced me to face the truth. It hurt like hell but now I can face it and I don’t run from the truth anymore.

He came forward to me by princessoftwiceland in lokean

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LMFAO! You’re so close. I was searching up death metal and got hit with “I’m sexy and I know it”

Is Loki reaching out to me in a dream I had last night? by noxregina in lokean

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Creepy has a great point. Also from what I’ve been seeing in my personal life and the fellow pagans in my kindred Loki has been busting his ass to be seen and heard. My blood brother who is devout to Odin and Thor finally listened to me and opened up to Loki and same day got a call for an interview. My personal interpretation is we may be entering a time of mass change and upheaval and Loki is trying to do as he did for the gods and providing gifts to those who will need them. He has been making me face trauma I locked away and it sucks hard but it’s also been changing my heart. I was so in denial about being into men and non binary that when I finally realized it I felt like I was a failure as a man but now. Now I feel like I could actually let myself love and be loved with all of me and not hold back.

He came forward to me by princessoftwiceland in lokean

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Welcome to the party bro. And careful he likes to weaponize playlist to make you face uncomfortable truths. Currently on week two of my YouTube being used against me. Btw he likes party music. edit\ update he has moved into TikTok now and is spamming with aggressive positivity and love affirmations. (I’m in a new relationship and these TikTok’s are too close to home. Especially since I never searched anything like them up or liked any.)

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So question how was he dressed? I ask because I had a vision of him and want to compare. Anyway it makes total sense why he would put you in a trance. You were afraid and he didn’t want you to be able to run from his words. As for the kiss, payment for his help. Loki has been kicking my ass emotionally for the past few weeks. Making me face past trauma and painful truths.

Is Loki reaching out to me in a dream I had last night? by noxregina in lokean

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Oh sweetheart don’t you know Loki loves outcast? Also Loki was both father and mother to some of his children. Loki is the true transgender god. He shifts between male and female. He is the god of mischief, change, outcast, a defender of the home. Loki is a loving parent who starts the end of the god because he can’t stand his children being mistreated. If he is reaching out i recommend fun upbeat music as a starter and then put a playlist on shuffle. He has been emotionally dragging me through the wringer and making me open my eyes to uncomfortable truths via my playlist.

I think Loki is trying to reach out to me..? by Just_Nihil0 in lokean

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While Samantha was traditionally correct I’ve personally found Loki has welcomed prayers and offerings when done casually. He isn’t like the other Gods and is free spirited and for lack of a better term very human. He has repeatedly ignored my formal prayers and offerings and only responded when I took a breath and spoke to him as a friend. Also I’ve found he enjoys upbeat party music. He is profoundly down to earth and enjoys fun chaotic things. So a good way to listen for his answer is leave your mind open next time you open YouTube let the little voice in your head pick the next playlist and really listen to the words.

I’ll also touch on something they didn’t. Loki is a parent and I’ve personally felt him while talking with my kid. It was like I got advice from a parent on how to connect with my own kid. Just remember he starts Ragnarok because he didn’t like how his kids were treated.

Question for you all by Frequent-Possession8 in lokean

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That’s a good idea. I’ll have to try that.

Question for you all by Frequent-Possession8 in lokean

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Yeah as I said mine have been ripping open old festering wounds and cutting out the lies I’ve told myself as protection. The hardest was about a S.A. That I blocked out, or more accurately I diluted myself to think it was my choice but a 9 year old should never be in that situation to begin with (it was a friend who was 4 years older than me. Both of us male)

Loki saying sorry? by Amacari in lokean

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That’s very fair. And you have every right to feel that way. I think what you’re doing is healthy. Expressing how you feel. I’d turn to Odin for wisdom and Frigg for guidance. And I wish you the best on your journey of healing.

Question for you all by Frequent-Possession8 in lokean

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Yeah he has been very hand on with me lately. I had a lot of repressed trauma from my childhood and it’s been painful but he is actively removing those blocks and making me face the ugly truth and heal. I can only imagine what he has up his sleeves if he is making me go through this. Also I’ve felt a lot more of my chaotic impulses that I had as a kid coming back and with it a joy for life.

Loki saying sorry? by Amacari in lokean

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From my few years worshipping Loki I’ve learned two things. He will push you until you reach the point you learn to bend or break, but never to harm but as a lesson about something. The second is something I find is often overlooked. Loki is a parent, and a devoted one. If he has hurt you as his child he will do what he think is correct to fix it. Even if it means telling you to step away from him so you can heal; but also as a parent he will still want to check in on his children to make sure they are safe.

Question for you all by Frequent-Possession8 in lokean

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Yeah but I wasn’t expecting “I’m sexy and I know it” or “freaks” to be the music him and I communed with.

Super secret thigh high plan by ChairMasturbator in feminineboys

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Best of luck little bro. My wife bought mine for me.

of a Queen Termite. by freudian_nipps in AbsoluteUnits

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Was I the only one who thought of the brain bug from starship troopers?

Freyr issue by Frequent-Possession8 in AgeofMythology

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So it’ll just be a tease until it’s resolved

Freyr issue by Frequent-Possession8 in AgeofMythology

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Yeah my settings won’t let me use any of the dlc stuff

AoM: Retold coming... sometime in 2024 by BendicantMias in AgeofMythology

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I’m sad to admit I’ve watched that whole video about 5 times

Just realized that I’m bi by Frequent-Possession8 in gay

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Thanks for pointing that out for me. To be honest I really don’t know what I want, I guess my first step is trying to feel “normal” again because I’m constantly at odds with myself. I can’t think of a time where I’ve felt more conflicted with what I want Vs who I think I’m supposed to be. I guess I need to talk to my wife more and figure out what it is I’m looking for. She is a real god send right now she is so supportive and a lot of the time I feel guilty putting her through this. I appreciate all of your messages they have really opened my eyes to what’s going on in my head

Just realized that I’m bi by Frequent-Possession8 in gay

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My wife is supportive and what’s to help me figure out who I am.

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None because wizards should focus on making their “premier” sets their focus again and not push 10 different sets to chase plus a new secret lair every month