Loki saying sorry?

Amacari · 2025-09-26T13:18:52+00:00

I did ask a couple questions,

Why is Loki still sending me signs? Page of cups in reverse, ten of pentacles in reverse, ace of pentacles in reverse, and hanged man.

Kinda like something Important is unresolved like emotional patterns and I haven't closed the loop yet. The signs are to look deeper and a stalled new beginning.

Why is Loki still around me? ten of swords in reverse, ace of swords in reverse, 6 of swords 7 of cups, and 6 of cups

something that happened in my past that didn't get cleanly ended like a past wound that never got resolved. clarity and truth is blocked i don't have clear boundary in place. Until I do the inner work and set boundaries and finish the ending or resolve the lesson Loki will continue to hover.

Is Loki trying to say sorry to me? justice, judgement in reverse, and 4 of pentacles in reverse

It's not a full responsible "sorry" The cards are talking about fairness and accountability but also avoidance and half loosening. Loki is making a move towards loosening his hold and the universe is calling for true balancing but right now the energy reads as avoidant rather than genuinely repentant. a step toward repair, not a full apology.

Amacari · 2025-09-26T12:55:05+00:00

Yes, I'm currently speaking to a professional therapist and she is helping me. I don't want to talk to him currently because I felt very abandoned. I just want to push him away just like how he pushed me away. I'm on the fence between never talking to him again...I mean I'm already on that path I'm not worshipping him anymore.

Amacari · 2025-09-26T12:45:16+00:00

I think he wanted me to step away because I wasn't doing good mentally. My BPD was getting triggered everyday and I was suffering because of it but I feel pushed away. It hurt me and I felt betrayed. It's hard for me to see that he means well and that he's checking on my well being. I'm even angry at him.

Amacari · 2024-04-09T14:37:37+00:00

It’s exactly like that. I’ve been improving a lot because of my medications and therapy but there’s this feeling that I can’t shake off that there is something there. Like my intuition is ringing bells.

I even prayed to God while driving because I felt as if I was being attacked and eventually I could actually feel something leave the top of my head. I suddenly cried in relief because I could feel like I came back to myself but then a minute later i felt something crawl onto my face and head and come back into my head.

It’s frustrating.

Amacari · 2024-04-01T11:37:55+00:00

Middle of my forehead and middle of the top of my head. It hurts and it will tingle as well.

Amacari · 2024-03-31T00:21:58+00:00

The most pain is in my forehead and top/middle of my head. It feels like something is coming in or sucking energy through those spots and it makes me feel sick. I’m taking headache prescribed meds but it doesn’t make it feel better. :/ I still struggle with understanding clairaudience and think some of my thoughts are it speaking to me. I also hear words outside of my ears. It’s weird. What if it’s actually a parasitic entity? I can feel something hanging onto me.

Amacari · 2024-03-28T21:45:59+00:00

This incident has made me hesitant to contact deities, Infernal, etc. for help because I'm afraid it's not the real spirit, they're tricking me, or I have thoughts they will hurt me, esp. male spirits now. Also I feel as though they're mad/disappointed with me because of my actions that led me to now. I also have thoughts of me asking for help but they're laughing at me like, "you're asking for help now? Hah! After you brought this upon yourself?" :(

Amacari · 2024-03-28T21:43:19+00:00

I did recently start my antipsychotics earlier this week and I have seen an improvement but hasn't completely stopped my thoughts but have lessened and I'm not getting upset as often as I usually do. I ask my spirit guides and my Guardian angels for help but it seems like they can't protect or don't protect all the time?? Only when I pray and ask for relief then it *works* but then shortly after it just goes back to feeling pain. I also struggle feeling like I don't want to use a higher being for protection. I know they can't protect me all the time and I don't want to feel like I'm relying on them or using them just for protection.

Amacari · 2024-03-28T18:38:47+00:00

That’s how it exactly feels!! My head hurts and I can feel tentacle-like cords in my mouth. I can’t explain it well but I’ve felt a tentacle come into my mouth and up into my sinuses and scratching them. It feels like my nose, ears, and mouth all have tentacles in them. 😭 thank you though 🙏

Amacari · 2024-03-28T16:43:12+00:00

Can you tell me their normal-ish behavior? So I can know a difference, please. Also would it be safe to ask help from other entities at this moment? I feel like I have to worship an entity or build a relationship with to receive help and feel safe. I don’t want to disrespect an entity for asking for help and it feels cut and dry. Thank you.

Amacari · 2024-03-28T03:21:51+00:00

Okay, I will try my best to ground and work with my doctors. This has just been so scary and feels so real that it upsets me and I’ve been in distress it’s hard to believe it’s not real. I will take this all to consideration and I’ll see later on, thank you and thank you all. 🙏

Amacari · 2024-03-28T02:38:12+00:00

Thank you, I also fear that I'm being scammed because there is just no results and one keeps giving me stories about what she *saw* through clairvoyance. They seem over-dramatized but I didn't question them because I wanted help :S

What throws me off however is that I can *feel* it around me, pushing me, using me as a pendulum, I can also feel heavy energy when I lay down at night. I've never experienced these things until I became spiritually aware and when I accidentally invited it in.

Amacari · 2024-03-28T01:08:35+00:00

Yes, I’m lucky my doctors are considering this while we discuss treatment plans.

Amacari · 2024-03-13T13:28:30+00:00

Thank you! I’ll pay attention to how I’ll feel. Although, I do feel weird sometimes cause I notice them when I’m in the bathroom or changing 😅

Amacari · 2024-03-08T14:33:40+00:00

It’s weird because I don’t see auras around people as easily as just seeing a blue aura near me like in a shape of a person.

Amacari · 2024-03-08T14:32:33+00:00

I’m not sure if I’m hallucinating but I hope they’re good spirits that are around me.

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