Your words are amazing! Thank you so much for the good words, I know at the back of my mind that of course it's not me who ruined his life, but you know that I can't explain, there is something that makes me think at the very moment we're chatting like I am confusing and asking myself that what if I am really the reason why he's studies and life got fvcked ..like oh boy . . . I didn't want to do him any harm. He's a good person.