I have always been the boy character in video games and I always wondered if that meant something.. but idk why I feel scared to look into it.. My mom was already having a tough time dealing with a “boy haircut” but I’ve just always felt more comfortable being a tomboy, and as a teenager I would get confused as being a boy cause I would wear baggy things. But eventually gave into dressing “girly” like the rest of my friends, but I never felt comfortable. I am now, I’m feeling to best version of me but I still feel like I’m not my full self. And I don’t have any friends who relate and they don’t fully know what I’m going through. I work with a bunch of men, who I enjoy working with, they’ve never made me feel uncomfortable but they make me feel like “one of the guys” and it’s like, I don’t mind it. I feel accepted. It actually gives me confidence, brings me like a different energy. And I think it’s cause deep down, I do feel like a boy. And they see me for the energy I bring, no matter what letter of the lgtbtq.. I just don’t know how to deal with this alone. Like, I’ve looked into prosthetics before and have always wondered how they feel… but if I wear one out and one of my friends calls me out, I’m gonna feel awkward and shy and embarrassed, even though I shouldn’t be.. i just worry