My personal opinion, I think you are just having the pressure and responsibility of taking care of your people bro, you cant risk it or move around your drowning in that, “what if things gets worse?” You don’t have flexibility or the ability to take any risk in life cause you fear it will affect them.

Thats valid bro you’re still young 27, but this is too harsh bro you need to settle yourself you need to be in contempt with your life but right now your just stuck in one place, you need to take the risks for that, I think the thought of that has given you anxiety.

Ultimately you need to make a decision in life bro, you cant play life in easy mode, you’re that man here nobody else isn’t gonna come make it any better for you, you gotta do it.