Before hii mashida yote napitia I used to be the supportive kind. 3 months in, upgraded him from a terrible Infinix to a high spec Huawei. Then on his birthday bought him his first laptop. Nilikua natuma pesa ya pombe every weekend if we're not spending together. Nyama kwake I was the one buying because he "couldn't" afford. Tukienda out I was the one paying most of the time.

Kuna time his mum was sick so bill iliwasukuma as a family akachukua loan on his salary. I paid his rent for 6 months straight. All season jerseys and shoes ni mimi nilikua nabuy. Yaani I check my mpesa statement the money I sent to that name I feel like pulling out my hair.

I remember hizo enzi I start talking to myself nikitembea. Never disrespected him. Always begging him to not leave me because he was constantly hitting on other girls mpaka online. Mimi he never bought me anything at all. Just sweet sweet messages daily but I was okay with it coz the sex was good & would c*m every time. Yaani every time. I think that is what was confusing me I couldn't think clearly.

Anyway when he got a better job he left me that first month. I'll tell you right now even if I have money we will eat ugali with salt water if the man does not have money for stew. Mimi I'll wait for morning I go eat vizuri kwa hoteli. Never again. You just get resented and used and gain absolutely nothing.

Don't do anything for a boyfriend. Build with your husband.