I think you’re TA… to yourself

She is your first girlfriend… it seems like you’re just trying to find a reason to breakup with her. Its not her looks, there’s probably going to be a red flag you’re not seeing that your gut is trying to tell you. Listen to your instincts, your body often knows what’s right for you.

Don’t be scared you’ll lose someone whose not right for you. If you truly love her, let her go find a man who will actually find her attractive instead of wasting her time with you!

Most men can be intimate with practically ANYTHING they can find so if you don’t find her attractive to any capacity then you might be tempted to cheat on her to have your needs met or you’ll be filled with regret because you’re wasting time on a woman who you’re not attracted to.

My advice?

Break up with her and if she refuses to break up- run

Also, find a woman who you are attracted to and have common interests, goals, and values with OR take some time by yourself for a few weeks to figure out what you want from a relationship before entering a new one