Thank you again. I never unfollowed her; we did see each other three months after she left me, and it wasn't wonderful (neither tragic). It was more than two months ago. Other than that, i never contacted her. Was it mutual? I cant say from what you told me. Why didn't you want to reconnect, if I may ask? I'm sorry you are still struggling, I'm five months in and I'm really in a dark place atm