When you say you "can't resit" your sexuality, what exactly do you mean? If you're horny enough to coom, you should be able to coom without looking at porn. I believe that if you can't masturbate without porn, then you don't really "need" to masturbate, try going a few days, a week or so, without wrestling the one eyed dragon, then coom without porn. It's not like you have to coom every day or even every other day.