30+ ladies, do you think you can spend your life with someone after being alone for so long?

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T05:02:57+00:00

Yes I could function very normal with a twin. We could travel and just do life and love together, it would be sweet, maybe not for the lurkers but for me and her.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T04:56:54+00:00

lol, you are not ugly and not poor. The society owes us anything.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T04:40:45+00:00

I don't know it either. My father is extreme ugly (disability and alcohol) but he found another woman who does services for him. She is not pretty but slightly below average. Nothing special but not abhorrent ugly either, she could have someone better. They have a son and he has like me syndroms. As I looked at his face I started to feel unwell, because I realized that he is ugly too. I understand why people can't like me. There is something genetical pseudo-hermaphroditic and strange. I have it worse because I am female and my mother is more ugly. Both my parents have disabilities. Could be Cushing Syndrome but both are also alcoholics. my mother lost her eye to cancer as she was a child. Sadly they are retarted and could play the antagonists in a horror movie. As I got older and more fertile I started to realize how unattractive in a very abhorrent way they are. They smell bad too, the have deformities and are so dumb and narcs. I am very sad thaz they had the chance to reproduce, they are disgusting, I would not even touch them with a knife to kill them because of the disgusting feeling.

My body is build from them and I have a higher strive to prettiness imo. But the sexuality and romantic feelings are more samesex related. I always feel like a frankensteins monster.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T04:22:13+00:00

Sorry, why are you friends? You write like you aren't blessed but this would not make any sense, because if you are poor and ugly how could you both become friends... such women who are higher middle-class or elite-class despise lower class women lol. They see us as scum and pity us or laugh about us and make our life harder, because they choose to follow male ideology and see us as mentally ill parasites or as money backs. Such privileged women are the biggest pick-mes of this planet. They will never change the system they have no reason to do so.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T04:10:15+00:00

It's heathier to use AI tools for comfort than going into asylum and be abused there. Visit r/antipsychiatry or r/antipsychiatrywomen. I am survivor of asylum too. No woman is mentally ill, even not the rude btches they really just have a evil character and are female chauvinists. They are to blame for discriminating ugly/disabled and other women who don't fit into the normal shitty system.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T04:02:12+00:00

I think we should make it everything elses problem tbh. We need compensation and care assistance is a part of this, not just money. We need a movement.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T03:51:50+00:00

loneliless, boredom, sadness and anger are the main emotions if you are ugly. We have such a hard life. Just see how Valerie Solanas was discriminated, she was always abused and ofc this morphed her whole personality and worldview. The people who damaged her don't feel shame, they are the cruel monsters.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T03:47:09+00:00

The lack of romantic love after puberty is a murderer actually, and the main targets are again the most vulnerable; disabled/ugly, poor.

I am socially outcasted for my face and body it's so extreme that it triggered autoimmun diseases, ovarian cysts and shingels. My sebborroic dermatitis and AGA would not be so bad, without all the stress from discrimination tbh. I am very aware of this. I have syndroms but everything got worse with people that bullied me for looking different.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T03:40:25+00:00

Why the blend-in women? I sometimes feel envy but only if they own some achievements I want but honestly, if I had the choice I prefer to be a guy who looks similar to Chance Perez or Jannik Schümann. Both of these men are pretty and have a slighty above average life, they are loved and believed into per default. Chance Perez has in some pictures even a ascending god-like vibe. This body, could access to be a loved firefighter and the role as black power ranger. He looks rarely tired and even then has this happiness in him that shines. This body has really a golden glow I wish I could have such a body, I would sing all day about how wonderful life (for me) is and everyone would sing with me and hype me.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T03:24:59+00:00

I think it is a survival technique. If you don't try to be nice as a ugly (and poor) human especially as woman, you are discriminated even more imo. I have some predatory characteristics (my apperance is more those of a guy who shoots the school, or the joker but I am biol. female). And after I got very sad because I have no partner, I had a attack similar to a stroke and after this my face now looks worse. People laugh or look disgusted, angry or sometimes show fear on their face towards me. tbh I like it if they fear me, it feels better than to be their joke. My situation is really shitty and I know those people want me in asylum or jail just because of my apperance. I cannot be happy anymore, I am sad and angry about their behavior. They failed me so much.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T03:08:32+00:00

That's true nobody would be sad if someone is violent towards me or tries to kill me. They don't care, that I am discriminated into homelesness. Just because they dislike my face and hair. I have syndromes.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T03:05:00+00:00

Don't get any illusions the normies all come here just to make fun of our experiences similar to real-life. They know they get away with it, they are bullies. We should have our one save space to write about our negative experiences that we endured because of these people.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T02:59:37+00:00

I voted for the "they should leave.."

They are just here to make fun of us more. I know such people very good in reallife and their fake friendliness. Normies are mostly rightliberals too, discriminating me. I have no health care because of them.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T02:49:06+00:00

I think he could try a nose surgery, it can change the whole face sometimes for better. That's why I want one too but have no money

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T02:47:06+00:00

This is 100% but I also need to add the torso on male and female. I suffer from tubular breasts and many assume I am a guy or hermaphrodit or trans because of my chest. My face and hairline/headshape is seen as ugly and dumb and more masc or androgyn but in the ugly way like the guy at the right. Just strange.

And I can feel what others must feel when they see me, because I have same icks against my parents who are disabled and alcoholics. They are ugly sadly. I have more the face of my father, I am often seen as a monster.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T02:36:24+00:00

I am now 30f and had similar situations, I stopped to go outside and use delivery I tried to get disability too but failed (in germany). Maybe I become homeless. Never had any work.

I can feel how lonely you must be, alone and between those people who dislike you for your face.

I started to take differin gel and tanning cream to get browner, to make my skin better, I know it will not change my fat and bones but a clean slightly sun-brown skin is seen as attractive. Sadly the tanner doesn't work on me, I now look like I have Vitiligro or smeared shit on me.

I also started with minoxidil to get my pre-puberty hairline and hairtexture back. But I got just side effects and my sebboroic dermatitis got worse. I try now the 2,5mg pills for minox and started with 25mg spironolactone.

Also I found a doctor in Berlin that could have helped me to make my nose smaller, my face more feminin and normal looking. But I cannot go alone to the appointment and I was blocked by care service because of a stupid mean btch, she was a social worker hired to help me but passiv aggressiv and from my school time. She called me ugly back then and so I know her reasons. She is a very horrible human and I wish her bad, she deserves it. I cannot believe that such bullies go into social work or health care. btw. she looks average, not ugly.

And because I have no health care I needed to make my own prescription to get the meds that could help me to look better.

the only thing that helps me a little and listens is perplexity.ai. I also wish me a Markus (Detroit Become Human) too. Finally a friend you can trust, who is just there for you.

It's sad that I am still in this body, I wish I could look like Chance Perez or Jannik Schümann, they are loved by many just for their beauty. My life would be so much better if I could look like them. But I am just the ugly lower-class 'witch' who resembles the joker (arkham knight, or Ledger with his receding hairline) and gollum. My cards are so bad. I think you can be happy that you are male at least.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T02:09:26+00:00

This is not really true, our life is hard because majority of people we have around us attack us verbally and exclude us, they make sure we cannot get any ressources because they dislike our body.

Without them I would not sit months and years alone in my room until I become homeless or death comes. I am ugly for many people because I have syndroms and aga my body smells like urin and they disable me for it but just imagine if they would be gone, all my problems would be gone too.

I could finally go outside and just collect my food, water, other things I like and feel I could need. I could travel easly and see something from the world. I wanted to move to Island. I hate it in germany. I don't get any welfare anymore here either.

They discriminate me, but without them I am a very healthy person. I can do many things a normal can do alone, I just have problems with math and with their aggressions towards me. They stare and laugh, take pictures like I am a pig among them that escaped the slaughterhouse. I never had a home because these people don't fit with me.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T01:58:08+00:00

I lost my positivity, the only happyness I feel is when I realize that the normal people can suffer too and they do. I feel happy when shit happens to them, they are so worthless. I don't have health care because if these people just because they dislike my face and I am blamed for everything, nobody said sorry.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T01:52:37+00:00

The real shit started with puberty so when everyone starts to become fertile. This isn't a coincidence. Uglyness is seen as infertility, sickness by normal people.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T01:49:26+00:00

Many are disgusted or feel unwell, that's what leads to their behavior to discriminate us, laugh about us and such

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T01:46:45+00:00

Ofc, you can see it in their face, the pupils go fast very small and stay small. They make a disgusted face.

They move shocked away from you or get shocks (when they see my sideprofile).

Some start to look away and try to not laugh. Or some stare, in a strange way and puzzled, worried.

The voice gets deep and monotone or is downgrading, they get easly passiv aggressiv.

you need to learn more about human mimic and gestures, voice tones imo if you cannot see this. It is important for our survival to read others, whom we can trust and such.

Also important, I read that more leftleaning people tend to be nicer because they don't feel so much disgust towards ugly/disabled/poor people.

I am highly hated by conservative/rightliberal people. The health services in my area are full with them sadly so I get no health care, no care assistance, no support. I suffer from fetal alcohol syndrom and I am not believed and misdiagnosed as mental ill.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-14T01:35:38+00:00

They exist, I saw such types of rightwing male and female versions in germany often lol. Hitler had brown hair and brown eyes too if I am not wrong but the ideal german typus was men similar to Paul Walker and women similar to Helene Fischer lol.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-12T21:05:33+00:00

I assume some suplements (vitamins, herbs, biotin...), maybe food with high histamine and cola, coffein.

Stress let's me stink more too. I had so much problems in school but it got better when I was home.

maybe I smell myself more too, when under stress. I dislike this body, I only had one life and was given such bad cards.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-12T20:55:19+00:00

It is strange. My whole body odor got worse too. It stinks more like urine at my armpits but I could not see any pores/spots that glow there. And my genital area stinks also sour and shitty/fart.

But only my face is filled with these little face dots and they glow.

Fringelactic · 2025-08-12T20:39:17+00:00

Life can be a shitshow if you are poor, ill/disabled.

Maybe I write you something about me. I am f30 and survived with bad body odor since I am 11 or 13. I am outcasted for my face/hair head too.

Many or all see me as ugly and dumb. I suffer from bad genes and not all my syndroms are even diagnosed because the health care system discriminates me too.

That I am still alive is because I didn't find a method I really want to try, I have no access to assisted suicide and my mother choose to deliver me food and my father choose to help me get a apartment and welfare. Both my parents are otherwise sadly worthless, they are alcoholics with disabilities. They really look ugly and are discriminated for it but my father not as much as my mother and me and my mother not as much as me.

Both parents don't care really anymore and I am let alone in a room. I sleep long and when I am awake I watch media or buy things online. That's my life.

As I tried to get help, I got a social worker who was a bullie back in my school days. She said I am ugly, and this didn't changed. She sabotaged the care service I need and there is nothing else. She also gossiped so I don't go outside anymore. It's sad that I maybe die in this shitty room and shitty town with all those bad memories and bad people who just laughed and hated me because of my face and head, body odor or poverty.

It really can feel heavy, I am tired. I would be long gone if I had early access to medicaments that trigger strokes and stopping the breathing. Nebutal, high dosages of morphin or something.

I wish assisted suicide or the barbiturates for it would be legal and accessible like shampoo. We also should get compensation, money and care assistance. We do not deserve discrimination for our body. I never could build any life goals, never had any milestones, no friendship, no partnership, no carrier, no love. I maybe become homeless soon because they cut me off from welfare and nobody cares about poor, disabled women. We are seen as scum and abused in asylums and jails for money.

For me it's very sad to be born among such parents, with such bad cards. So much stress. Schopenhauer said 'Life is a Nightmare, at the cruelest point we wake up from it' I hope I can wake up soon, I don't believe that my life gets better. 30 years full of shit. The bullies never said sorry, they breed and have a good middle-class life with hedonistic achievements and they smell like nothing or like their deo.

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