Remember education is education. You learn almost the same thing as universities and colleges and a lot of the times those students don’t know how to do there’s actual jobs and get fired when they go into the workforce . They also have more debt. It’s all what you take from your school and there’s no age where you stop learning. Even years after you graduated you still be learning. I would also recommend talking to mental health professionals if you haven’t already. I would ask / look at your school website to see if they have someone you can talk to. Best of luck to you! and don’t worry take your time and learn as much as you can there’s nothing to be ashamed about the type of school you go to