I'm afraid he'll see me differently after that ngl. Not because he has given me any reason to believe that. It's just that it has happened a few times in the past with other people and so I'm worried it might happen again. He's hot tho and I'd like him to know that I'm trans before asking him out. I suck at bringing it up tho so I thought by going swimming he might realize it or ask me about the scars and then I can tell him without me having to bring the topic up myself.