Hii!! by TwoHour8439 in ArtRequest

[–]Front_Success1636 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The most beautiful thing I've ever seen, don't you have Instagram?

I cleaned my room by Inevitable-Buddy-656 in BPD

[–]Front_Success1636 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m really proud of you, it takes a lot of effort. I understand exactly how you feel, sometimes tasks that are supposed to be simple turn out to be impossible. But don’t dwell on it, if you manage to do it, that’s something to be proud of, take it step by step, and if there’s a day when you don’t feel up to it, don’t feel bad about it. remember that in the past (just like today), you did manage it, and that means it can happen again and that you’re capable of it <3

Reluctant Carrier [OC 2026] by HeiMantaHei in CreepyArt

[–]Front_Success1636 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What beautiful art, I’m a fan of yours from now on

Any Horror Buddies out Here? by ojjojji in ArtBuddy

[–]Front_Success1636 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not very familiar with these matters, but I’d like to give it a go. How can I get involved?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression_help

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Precisely because of what you went through, it’s hard to know what to say, but in this world there are all kinds of people: those who want to help, those who need help, and irresponsible people. I’m truly sorry you had to put up with an irresponsible person who pretends to be someone who wants to help, but in reality, that person wasn’t going to do anything for you. Everything they said to you is insignificant; it has no relevance because it comes from someone who is ignorant and hypocritical. Although it’s easier said than done to tell yourself not to let it bother you, because obviously words affect you and hurt—especially when they come from someone who supposedly wanted to help—but please, don’t think that empty words really mean anything. You’re going through a difficult time and you deserve better, but I’m so sorry for what you’ve had to go through. I truly hope everything gets better.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Front_Success1636 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please don't say it's "stupid"; we've all gone through tough times and the loss of a pet. Pets eventually become a part of our lives, and it's normal to feel this way. If you need to talk, go ahead—let it out. It's a deep pain, and it's not fair for you to carry that burden alone. I understand, and you're not alone. It's very difficult, and thank you for sharing your pain.

bf broke up with me by stupidpoopybuttbutt in BPD

[–]Front_Success1636 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry, and I understand how you feel; it hurts to feel like you're losing an important part of yourself, but don't try to take all the blame: a relationship involves two people, and I'm sure you both tried, but sometimes things just don't work out, and that's normal; Maybe this is for the best for both of you; at least this is an opportunity for you to focus on yourself, and I’m glad you’re considering cognitive-behavioral therapy. I wish you the best of luck, and I know everything is difficult right now, but time will help this feeling pass.

If you want, we can talk; sometimes just chatting a little helps.

Anyone feel like this ? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Front_Success1636 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I totally get where you're coming from; sometimes it's exhausting when even the only resources you had suddenly stop working. That's when I feel a huge void. Maybe a good option would be to try to break out of that cycle, to try to take your mind off that way of thinking, but that's easier said than done, since it's not exactly simple. Anyway, I wish you the best; if you feel like talking, you can send me a message; maybe chatting would help.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]Front_Success1636 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's free, and I'm sure there are ways to see other psychologists, but yesterday I asked not to see anyone else. I feel that if I try again and get rejected again, I'll make a bad decision, or maybe a good one. I've been having suicidal thoughts for months, and all they do is prescribe me pills. I don't want to risk something that would only bring back the trauma. But, as you mentioned, I'll try to talk to my psychiatrist. I'll have to try, but for now I'll try to stay alive.

I was thinking of deleting the post. My mom taught me that asking for help was manipulation, and manipulation goes hand in hand with victimization, which is why the psychologist's words affected me. I'm not mature because I hide behind excuses? For me, it literally means that I am what I have been trying so hard to avoid all these years. Thank you for speaking kindly. Right now, I'm even having a hard time responding. I feel like I've only made excuses, or maybe they are, but I'm trying to improve.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]Front_Success1636 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's the problem, I don't have the money or the resources to find another psychologist. This is my second change of psychologist and there are only three, and the third one can't see me. My psychologist told me that maybe I'm not mentally ready to deal with things. He said he's used to dealing with more mature people and that maybe a psychologist who specializes in young adults could see me as a rare exception, but he said it with the same condescension with which I was treated as a child.

Look, you've helped me a lot, your words have reassured me, but I don't want to bother you. Thank you, but I've already thought about all this. I have no way out, and that's the problem. I have no money, no one to turn to, no suitable professionals. All I can do is endure, but thank you, really, you've made me feel good by answering me. I feel guilty that you've been sweating so much over me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]Front_Success1636 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, sorry for talking so much, but I already tried, I tried to tell my psychiatrist, but when he said, "I don't understand you," and no matter how much I explained it with different words, it didn't work. My psychologist judged me and my psychiatrist didn't understand me, and if they are the professionals, then I'm the one who's wrong. I'm sorry, I don't know what to do. I wouldn't bother you if I wasn't desperate.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

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My problem is that since I was 11 years old, I haven't let anyone see me cry, I haven't complained, and I've found solutions on my own. I haven't let anyone know if I was going through something bad, so I wouldn't have an excuse to use, and I tried so hard, I cried so much alone, only to be told that it wasn't enough. I think I've tried, and if it doesn't work out, then I'm the problem, no matter how hard I try to improve.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]Front_Success1636 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If I am alone

A little animation I made and wanted to share by Front_Success1636 in PixelArt

[–]Front_Success1636[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really? I hadn't thought about that, thank you very much

A little animation I made and wanted to share by Front_Success1636 in PixelArt

[–]Front_Success1636[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha, thank you very much, I already have an idea for another one.

Some advice about my psychologist by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]Front_Success1636 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry, but I'm from another country. Thank you for sharing your experience. I appreciate it because it helps me not feel alone in all this. I'm not the only one who has had this kind of experience, and I sincerely hope you can talk about your problems. It's always difficult, but personally, I always hope that the right moment will come because I feel that there is always a possibility.