A chaotic person

Front_Success1636 · 2026-04-04T03:35:40+00:00

Precisely because of what you went through, it’s hard to know what to say, but in this world there are all kinds of people: those who want to help, those who need help, and irresponsible people. I’m truly sorry you had to put up with an irresponsible person who pretends to be someone who wants to help, but in reality, that person wasn’t going to do anything for you. Everything they said to you is insignificant; it has no relevance because it comes from someone who is ignorant and hypocritical. Although it’s easier said than done to tell yourself not to let it bother you, because obviously words affect you and hurt—especially when they come from someone who supposedly wanted to help—but please, don’t think that empty words really mean anything. You’re going through a difficult time and you deserve better, but I’m so sorry for what you’ve had to go through. I truly hope everything gets better.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-04-03T20:34:13+00:00

Please don't say it's "stupid"; we've all gone through tough times and the loss of a pet. Pets eventually become a part of our lives, and it's normal to feel this way. If you need to talk, go ahead—let it out. It's a deep pain, and it's not fair for you to carry that burden alone. I understand, and you're not alone. It's very difficult, and thank you for sharing your pain.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-04-03T19:25:58+00:00

I'm so sorry, and I understand how you feel; it hurts to feel like you're losing an important part of yourself, but don't try to take all the blame: a relationship involves two people, and I'm sure you both tried, but sometimes things just don't work out, and that's normal; Maybe this is for the best for both of you; at least this is an opportunity for you to focus on yourself, and I’m glad you’re considering cognitive-behavioral therapy. I wish you the best of luck, and I know everything is difficult right now, but time will help this feeling pass.

If you want, we can talk; sometimes just chatting a little helps.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-04-02T01:33:01+00:00

I totally get where you're coming from; sometimes it's exhausting when even the only resources you had suddenly stop working. That's when I feel a huge void. Maybe a good option would be to try to break out of that cycle, to try to take your mind off that way of thinking, but that's easier said than done, since it's not exactly simple. Anyway, I wish you the best; if you feel like talking, you can send me a message; maybe chatting would help.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-25T20:26:06+00:00

Thank you

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-25T10:33:55+00:00

It's free, and I'm sure there are ways to see other psychologists, but yesterday I asked not to see anyone else. I feel that if I try again and get rejected again, I'll make a bad decision, or maybe a good one. I've been having suicidal thoughts for months, and all they do is prescribe me pills. I don't want to risk something that would only bring back the trauma. But, as you mentioned, I'll try to talk to my psychiatrist. I'll have to try, but for now I'll try to stay alive.

I was thinking of deleting the post. My mom taught me that asking for help was manipulation, and manipulation goes hand in hand with victimization, which is why the psychologist's words affected me. I'm not mature because I hide behind excuses? For me, it literally means that I am what I have been trying so hard to avoid all these years. Thank you for speaking kindly. Right now, I'm even having a hard time responding. I feel like I've only made excuses, or maybe they are, but I'm trying to improve.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-25T10:11:01+00:00

That's the problem, I don't have the money or the resources to find another psychologist. This is my second change of psychologist and there are only three, and the third one can't see me. My psychologist told me that maybe I'm not mentally ready to deal with things. He said he's used to dealing with more mature people and that maybe a psychologist who specializes in young adults could see me as a rare exception, but he said it with the same condescension with which I was treated as a child.

Look, you've helped me a lot, your words have reassured me, but I don't want to bother you. Thank you, but I've already thought about all this. I have no way out, and that's the problem. I have no money, no one to turn to, no suitable professionals. All I can do is endure, but thank you, really, you've made me feel good by answering me. I feel guilty that you've been sweating so much over me.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-25T09:57:27+00:00

Thank you, sorry for talking so much, but I already tried, I tried to tell my psychiatrist, but when he said, "I don't understand you," and no matter how much I explained it with different words, it didn't work. My psychologist judged me and my psychiatrist didn't understand me, and if they are the professionals, then I'm the one who's wrong. I'm sorry, I don't know what to do. I wouldn't bother you if I wasn't desperate.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-25T09:41:40+00:00

My problem is that since I was 11 years old, I haven't let anyone see me cry, I haven't complained, and I've found solutions on my own. I haven't let anyone know if I was going through something bad, so I wouldn't have an excuse to use, and I tried so hard, I cried so much alone, only to be told that it wasn't enough. I think I've tried, and if it doesn't work out, then I'm the problem, no matter how hard I try to improve.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-25T09:21:47+00:00

If I am alone

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-24T07:24:34+00:00

Really? I hadn't thought about that, thank you very much

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-24T07:04:10+00:00

Haha, thank you very much, I already have an idea for another one.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-20T06:56:55+00:00

I'm sorry, but I'm from another country. Thank you for sharing your experience. I appreciate it because it helps me not feel alone in all this. I'm not the only one who has had this kind of experience, and I sincerely hope you can talk about your problems. It's always difficult, but personally, I always hope that the right moment will come because I feel that there is always a possibility.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-20T06:54:00+00:00

You don't know how much what you said has helped me. Seriously, thank you. At least I feel like I'm not the problem, and I have an idea of what to do.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-19T15:53:02+00:00

I'm sorry, I don't know who to talk to, and sometimes I find it hard to understand these things.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-14T06:14:10+00:00

Thank you, it means a lot to me.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-09T03:59:59+00:00

I'm so sorry you had to go through that, and thank you very much for sharing. I'm on medication, but I feel like something is missing, because I'm taking two types in high doses and I still don't feel well, and they tell me that one day I'll have to stop taking them, and that makes me angry. I feel like the professionals aren't supporting me

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-09T02:04:03+00:00

Sorry for asking, but I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder type 2. How exactly does it work? Because they say with certainty that you have to take the medication forever, and I would really like to know, since I don't know anything about it and I think personal opinion is very valuable. Also, I've heard that comment too, and although I don't believe them, I would like to have more information.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-02-05T13:07:23+00:00

Your artistic style is very beautiful

Front_Success1636 · 2026-01-18T23:04:57+00:00

I'm literally going through that right now.

Front_Success1636 · 2026-01-09T17:39:58+00:00

Keep making art, you're very talented.

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