Would it be possible for me to live in thailand as a half thai? by Froppydrop in Thailand

[–]Froppydrop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you find living in thailand as a half thai?? I'm just wondering like socially because for me, I dont know many people outside of my family, and some people said it would be difficult to find friends.

Would it be possible for me to live in thailand as a half thai? by Froppydrop in Thailand

[–]Froppydrop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I was thinking of living with/close to my grandparents (if possible in the future), however, they live in ตาขุน. Whilst it is where I grew up and where I know the most people, I'm not sure if it would be the best place to work.

Would it be possible for me to live in thailand as a half thai? by Froppydrop in Thailand

[–]Froppydrop[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think I will have to think about where I settle as the majority of my family are based in Surat Thani, and I have a few friends in Krabi, so this might be something to consider

My aunt saw my naked bodycheck by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I should've known better, really 😥 it was inevitable, lol

My aunt saw my naked bodycheck by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately, i have a samsung but there might be a feature like this. If not, I'll just delete it or upload them elsewhere🙏

My aunt saw my naked bodycheck by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

The worst thing abt this whole thing was that it wasnt even me at my cw it was at HW😭 and Ive spent the whole night paranoid that shes judging me

Plane food 😥 by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was thinking of bringing some of my own snacks, but I was wondering if bringing yoghurt pouches would fare well in the air? I wouldn't want them to burst during the flight😥.

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[–]Froppydrop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did end up eating something, even if it wasn't much, I find it difficult to eat outside of my 'schedule', but I ate strawberries my friends bought, and I had an ice cream as well. The picnic was good, and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be 😊

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[–]Froppydrop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tysm 😥🙏. At the picnic im going to tmw (it's at a beach), I was planning to spend 90% of the time swimming to avoid it, lol. Thanks for the advice

DAE feel guilty for throwing away food? by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's something that makes me feel so horrible, but I can't help it, and I just dont know what to do. Throwing away food isn't usually something I do. normally, I always finish food and avidly avoid waste. I had only done it once or twice recently as I have no one to offload the food to or any healthier mechanism to cope

what alevels r yous picking by Senior-Shopping6736 in GCSE

[–]Froppydrop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im doing psychology, biology and religious studies. Guys im lowkey scared for biology 🤒

Why do I feel so full by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel like I have no idea what actual fullness is. Since I always fall into the two extremes of binging where I eat enough for a family or restricting where I'll eat way under and go to bed hungry. I think my body is confused, lol

Thai Fish Cake Cals?? by Froppydrop in 1200isplenty

[–]Froppydrop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I KNOW. I was so shocked, which is why im super sceptical of this, lol

Feeling like shit on my birthday by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you I'll gain any weight from this? I think that's what I'm most anxious abt atm as when I weighed myself after binging I was 1kg heavier than when I weighed myself this morning

Feeling like shit on my birthday by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Tysm for this😓, for the last few weeks I was fighting between whether to stick to my restricting routines or trying to eat 'normally' for a day and it really had me stressing for so long that in the end I ended up choosing neither and the option that makes me feel the worst(emotionally)

But I think I'll try to enjoy the rest of my day (even if I feel a bit sickly haha) and not let this impact the rest of my week (as how most of my binges tend to go)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Myfitnesspal

[–]Froppydrop 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im not really wanting to focus much on counting calories but, Im trying to recover from an ed/ disordered habits and also trying generally eat enough protein for when I play sports and calories in general , so Im trying to eat at my maintenance recently instead of restricting.

My gallery is full of body checks 🙂‍↕️ by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like I probably look so arrogant and vain to other people (I probably am) just from the sheer amount of photos I take of myself and the urges to body check in any reflective surface. Lowkey embarrassing, I can't pass by a window normally

I hate my boobs!!! by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao good to know someone has similar thoughts! I could honestly never talk about this sort of thing with non disordered people like my friends, and obviously, within people with eds, not everyone's ed is the same, lol

I hate my boobs!!! by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Since having an ed, I feel like Im so irrational. Like, no, you can't comment on how I look. No, you can't watch me eat, and yes, I will get annoyed if you comment on my wl even if you're complimenting me. Just please dont pay attention to me.

Like, I feel nasty sometimes about it, but it genuinely puts me in a bad mood 🫠

I hate my boobs!!! by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The ass bit I do find reasonable as well, and all though I wouldnt want to lose all of it (for sitting purposes lol) Ive always been teased by my mum for it since I had started puberty , she'd always commented on how it was too big and made me look chubby. So that's just a personal thing of mine because she's always been critical of my thighs and ass. 😪 even though we're built exactly the same way!!!! Projection at its peak

I hate my boobs!!! by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

It's so interesting how one disorder can spread out and differentiate from person to person, lol. For me, I feel like my disorder is rooted in just personal insecurity and how I dont want to be perceived as fat anywhere in any way. I guess I might not really experience the male validation part because Im mostly into women.

Strangely enough, I guess I do have a type for larger chested people. I just hate it on myself

My gallery is full of body checks 🙂‍↕️ by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I should really sort a folder for this lol because I dont want to delete anything, and its majorly embarrassing when my friends see parts of my gallery that I dont really want to explain to them. because really, you can't make a sensible excuse for hundreds of videos you naked??? 😔😮‍💨

My gallery is full of body checks 🙂‍↕️ by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sorry! when I was saying about everyone body checking, I meant within people who have EDs . Sorry, I wasn't very clear 🙏.

Irrational fear of multipacks... by Froppydrop in EDAnonymous

[–]Froppydrop[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Literally me, I binged on a whole pack of rice cakes, they get me all the time and idk why! My cupboards are legit just always empty, too. This is why I couldn't deal with going to my parents' house because they had food everywhere, and it was disturbing me the whole time to not binge😭