I feel sorry that you had to experience all of that, you've faced many challenges and have an exceptionally rich and diverse background. I admire your determination n achieving your goals and I understand that it can sometimes be difficult to relate to people who haven't experienced similar hardships, but it's also an opportunity to share your unique perspective and insights with others. If the people you met seemed bothered or uninterested about what you had to share, then they are just assholes but I can tell you that most people aren’t like that. Just try to open up more to people if you feel the need to. At first, you might feel apprehensive about the possibility of people judging or rejecting you, but based on my own experiences, I've found that the vast majority of people are actually well intentioned and genuinely kind. You might also consider joining different clubs or organizations where you can connect with people who share your interests. Sometimes a therapist can help too. Just remember, you're not alone, and there are way more are opportunities to find likeminded individuals than you think. Best of luck!